Why me...?

when i came out

2019 august 3rd at 3 pm on the dot getting ready for my wedding with my soon to be husband i was excited getting dressed i couldn't stop  thinking of my best friend, she was a fox with orange hair and silver eyes she was perfect next year she was getting married too! she couldn't believe it when i told her. in secret she had a crush on me but we didn't let that stop us from being friends, after all we had been friends for 4 years. we always knew that nothing was going to come between us. are names were similar, her name is Jennifer and mine is Jodie. I couldn't stop thinking about how soft her skin was   .. i continued getting ready, today was the day i was planning on coming out. i was excited yet nervous. Jennifer already came out as gay/ lesbian and her parents were very supporting. i'm coming out to everyone today i felt so many different emotions, i haven't even came out to Jennifer yet. i was ready i thought as i started walking down the aisle with my father. i got up to  the alter i kissed my father on the cheek as he wished me luck.  Jennifer was standing next to me, i couldn't wait to surprise them. as i was thinking i realized it was time for me to say i do after my vowels. all of us weren't in our form.  i said my vowels he said his, he said i do and then everyone looked at me i threw my flowers grabbed Jennifer hand and ran down the aisle screaming i'm gay. i got outside with her, she turned around facing me she grabbed my hands and leaned in with her face against my neck she held me close and kissed my neck leaving a small hickey before stopping. she started laughing pulling away "i cant believe you just did that" she said lets go we walked to her house and continued to fall asleep watching out favorite show