GESTE
"I MISSED you, Nay." I whispered to myself. I buried my face to my knees and silently sob. I don't want to disturbed them with my crying right now. I don't want them to see me like this.
After a long bath, I went out to the bathroom and pulled my white negligee.
I went to my bed and lay down. I sighed. Heavy sighed. I'm tired physically but my mind refuses to shut.
Now I'm thinking about Marie again. Of all these years, I wonder how she managed to maintain her slender and beautiful figure.
She turned into a very gorgeous woman. I can't help staring in her sexy toned legs that were shown in her working skirt a while ago. The height of her skirt was half of her legs that's why it's so visible. I wonder if it's still that smooth as before or it's smoother now.
And her ass, darn her ass is so sexy. I wanted to touch it but no, not in my dad's presence. Then her curves and her boobs, yeah, her boobs. I want to caress it till she moans my name like before. To her neck and her soft spot, her ears. I wonder if it's still her soft spot right now. Maybe, I could try?
Ahh, I feel something wrong inside of me. I'm feeling warm again, to think that I'm from the shower not so long ago. I think I need to join the ice bucket challenge right now.
Am I really 'mind r****g' my soon to be mother? But she was mine first. But I don't want to hurt my father also. I love him that much that I can't do this to him. Ugh! Can someone please tell me it's a dream? Why would this have to be as complicated as this? Am I really expecting another chance from her? She didn't even recognize me in the first place or... she's just ignoring me?
I'm glad that I haven't told Dada and Silvia the name of my first love. All they knew was the story of her and me.
Dada accepted me when I told him about loving a girl and about my sexuality. He said it doesn't matter to him, because the only thing that matters to him was I will stay with him and never leave him anymore.
Silvia didn't mind as well when she learned that I'm gay although we were indifferent to one another with the first two months of our relationship as sisters. She didn't accept me first, bullied me every day and the worst she tried to kill me by throwing a vase on my face. She was pretty stubborn way back then and a very selfish one. She admitted that she was jealous and asked for forgiveness about what she did when I was in New York.
After the incident with her, Dada sent me to New York a week after her 'trying to kill me' incident. She asked for forgiveness through Skype and after that our relationship as sisters grew instantly.
I don't know but I didn't really mean to hide the name of my first love to them but I mentally congratulate myself for not telling them her name. That was really a good job.
If I was a sweetheart when I was way back in the Philippines, I am the total opposite when I came to New York. I've been a player and a heartbreaker. I didn't mean to do that but girls come to me willingly and I'm not a saint to resist the beauty that they're offering to me. I made clear to them also that I don't do relationships. The last time I did that, I messed up everything. So some went into hysterics and some cursed me but it's not my fault anymore. I'm pretty honest with them. Why can't they understand that?
But I had one serious relationship previously though. Her name was Fiona. She's really a great person and a good catch. I met her at the hospital, she was a medical student way back then and it was her shift when I came there. I was at the hospital because I was beaten up by girl goons. Hahaha! Yeah, girl goons.
I was at a gay and lesbian club with my gay friend Diego and his boyfriend. When this cute ass girl comes to me and flirts with me. So what can I do? I have needs too. She's cute anyway. She asked me to dance and the horny girl started to grind on me. I'm sorry if I'm that irresistible.
We're enjoying the 's*x dancing' with clothes on when someone patted my back and punch me on my face. That hurts actually. My main concern is my beautiful face. My drunkenness went away when I felt blood dripping on my nose. Nobody messes up my beautiful face!
I was pretty slim compared to the person who punched me. She looks like a goon. A muscled girl goon. And she's ugly. Okay, not totally ugly but she's still ugly to me. No wonder why her girl finds another one.
My anger burst out. She's attempting to punch me again but I knock her first in the stomach and punch her face continuously till she can't see anything and knock out. I laughed when I saw her bloody face with black eyes, broken nose and c***k lips. She's bigger than me but she's a total weakling. She didn't know I had my black belt in Judo and I regularly went to the gym to stay fit. So I can say, I may be girly looking outside but I'm pretty strong inside.
The goon's girlfriend hysterically called for help and guess what? The goon has a little pack. Then they tried to beat me again and I'm outnumbered by them so I was bruised a little. Then Diego and his muscular gay buddies rescued me and beat the girl goon's pack.
He insisted on going to the hospital so that I could be checked. He accompanied me there just to make sure I was going for the check up, it's not that I always beat people. That was my first time and that is why Diego was so worried so he really dragged me to the hospital for check up. That's when I met the beautiful Fiona. Thanks to him!
For the 1st two months of our relationship I manage to be faithful because Fiona deserves it. She's really kind, sweet and understanding but I don't know what came unto me. Maybe I got tired of the steady relationship and realized I still love my first love so I started cheating on her. I was being unfair to her.
She always takes care of me but every time she said she loves me, I can't say it back to her 'cause I know inside of me, I'll still love Gretzel. But she did forgive and understand my situation again. Even though I'm being a cheater bastard to her, she still accepted me.
But she's too good for me, so I broke up with her but she refused to. So I ended up cheating on her face to face. I purposely did that so that she will hate me and break up with me. But she didn't. So everyday was the same process until one night she's fed up. She's crying and begging me to love her. We ended up crying together that night and I told her the reason why I can't love her back. Then I ask her for her forgiveness that she accepted and we remain good friends after that. And now, she has a very kind girlfriend. Her girlfriend is a doctor as well.
Dada and Silvia know about Fiona and they are so happy that I have committed to a serious relationship. They like Fiona because as I've said a while ago Fiona is a great person. They didn't know that Fiona and I broke up. And they think I had moved on from my first love so I let them think like that for now. But actually, I moved on. I will not go home if I haven't.
But that's what I thought because why do I need to feel this way again? Aaaahhhh! I hate when I'm alone. I think too much! I hate it!
Before I could think of other things or about her again, I changed into my two piece red bikini. I badly needed the water to subside this lust I'm feeling right now. And swimming is a great help for me to make my body get tired, so that I could sleep now.
It's already midnight and I think nobody's out there anymore. I grabbed my robe and went straight towards the door.
I went out to my room without even looking so I bumped with someone outside my door.
"Sorry." I said to the person I bumped in. And I was shocked when I realized that that person was the one who caused this turmoil inside of me. "Great!" I mumbled.
"What did you say?" she asked me while looking up and down to my body, slowly.
Wait, is she checking me out? Or... maybe not! Don't be a fool, Geste!
"Where are you going?" she's looking at my face. I can't really read her expressions. It's dark but I can still see her sexiness with the help of the moonlight. And God, why does she have to roam around just wearing her negligee? Does she want that sexy body to be r**e by someone? Ugh! And now I can't keep my eyes staring at her sexiness.
"Geste?" she called with one raised eyebrow. Gawd, that was sexy. I bit my bottom lip to stop myself from ravaging the beautiful creature in front of me.
"Ah, yeah?" I think I'm drooling right now. Gosh, she saw me staring at her body. I know I'm blushing right now and it's good that the lights in the hallway was out and it was just illuminated by the light of the moon outside. I don't know if she saw me blushing. I hope not.
"I said, where are you going?" with a motherly tone. Yay! She's acting like my mother right now.
"Ah. Skateboarding?" I said, smirking. Does she happen to forget the word common sense? Hello! I'm wearing my bikini! Where else will I go?
"Yeah? While only wearing that?" she said pointing at my bikini.
"Duhh!" I rolled my eyes. Is she really playing with me right now? "I'm going for a swim; can't you see I'm in my bikini?"
"Exactly, you're on your bikini. At least wear your robe till you get there so that you will have a little decency. There's other people living here. You don't want to be r**e, are you?" whoa? She's really playing a mother-daughter to me right now? I'm so pissed. Well, if she wants to play then I'll play.
I smirked. I'm not that easy to defeat.
"Decency? Really?" Then I slowly walk towards her, I grip my robe hardly. I only have my robe in my hand. I thought they were all asleep that's why I did not bother to wear it. Why am I nervous? I'm just playing, right?
She didn't even move but I saw the astonishment in her face. Her eyes widened when I slowly stood closely in front of her and whispered to her ear. "Say's the one who just wore her negligee while roaming around. Don't worry, I can handle myself... mother!" I purposely breathe the last word to her ear. I saw her shivered from what I did to her but so much I enjoyed the close contact within us, I needed to get out of here very quick before I forget that she's my soon to be mother and take her there right away.
I wore my robe as I stormed out and went to the pool. I really need the water right now. Ugh! It's getting hotter in here. Pool here I come!
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MARIE
I tilted my head when I realized I'm staring too long to David's sexy daughters back while she's storming out from our encounter earlier. I went to the kitchen because I needed to drink water and pass through her room because my room was just beside her. Yes, I practically live here. I have my room since David and I are officially dating. Yes, we shared also in his room but I said to him that not tonight because I don't want her sexy daughter hear us in case we will have s*x which never really happened. I'm just not yet ready to do it with him.
Going back to Geste, gosh, she's really going out wearing only her bikini.
I don't know if she caught me checking her out earlier. By the way, I'm bisexual but there's no way David will know it.
I kind of offended her maybe, like when I acted like a mother when I said she should hide her sexy body with her robe. But I didn't say the word "sexy" in my sentences a while ago. I saw how she grip her robe; I thought she was going to punch me. I was just protecting her sexiness from those perverts that will see her, lurking around the mansion. You don't know what they will do when they see her sexiness, right? Wait, did I just say she was sexy for the sixth time? Urgh!
No!
Yes you are.
No!
Great. Now I'm fighting with myself.
Okay. Fine. Yes, she is indeed sexy. I've never seen anyone sexier than her. Not that I always see one but what I mean is she can beat those models in the sexy magazines. Her boobs, flat stomach and I think I saw traces of forming abs, the V part and toned long legs. I'm taking back when I said she was sexy. She's taller than me also with her 5'10" height and makes me smaller in my height which is 5'8". And she's far sexier. Sexy is an understatement word for her. She's god darn hot! With a piercing in her belly button. Hot! I think I should also put a pierce in mine. Darn it! That was a total turn on. I feel my hormones raging.
Eh? What am I thinking? I shook my head furiously. I'm thinking like a p*****t. Did I really do that to my future daughter-in-law? Just thinking about it, I felt as if someone poured ice cold water on me.
It was too late also when I said those words to her; I forgot that I'm only wearing my negligee. I thought she was checking me out earlier, she's blushing and when she bit her lower lip, god knows how I wanted to bite it too but I thought wrong when she said I should be decent as well because I'm nagging her about decency and here I am walking around in my super thin and small clothing.
I unconsciously slap my forehead. "Awwww!" I groaned in pain. What the hell, Marie? I slapped my forehead too hard! Grrr. I needed to see David... Asap! I needed to take out her sexy image in my mind and replace it with the image of my hunk fiancé. Right! Yeah, that's right! I'm talking to myself again. Ahh, what is she doing to me?! My mind was still troubled by her image but I managed to walk towards David's room.