GESTE
I FELT the tears in my face, slowly flowing from my eyes.
Yes, Gretz was my first. I can still feel the pain in my heart till now. Not the pain from that lovely night but the pain of losing her. Her touch, her caresses, her lips to mine, her body, her love. I balled my fist where the bracelet was located.
But I'm the one who let go and didn't get the courage of fighting for her. Just like what I've said to her that I'll fight for her but I didn't. And now, I shouldn't really ruin anything for her. She deserves to be happy. I can see she's happy with my Dada now. It's good though that she acted like she didn't know me. At least, I have no explanation to say to her. I'm not yet ready, I think.
I lie in my bed; with my face still soaked with my uncontrolled tears.
Everything's vivi
