I'll Have Both

13 - A Shoulder To Cry On

Meridith's POV

" You're supposed to be on vacation. Quit moping around. You still have Glen." Meridith had come to check on me after my SOS.

 Three days now I've been wallowing in self-pity.

"I know. I just feel so awful. He cried Edith. This is what I wanted but it feels so wrong. I couldn't bear to see him hurt." I sulked. 

"T, if it's meant to be it will be. Now what's meant to be is Glen. Go be with him. Allow him to comfort you with some d*ck." she smiled broadly.

"Edith, this is serious." I said in annoyance.

"I'm just saying. Tanya it's been over a year and those vibrators cannot give you that intense release that you need. That's why you're so stressed. Allow Glen to release your inner freak." She said brushing my cheeks.

Come to think about it, I did still have Glen. Thinking about him made me smile. I haven't seen him in days, and I think I miss him. I can't wait to see him this weekend. 

"You're right. Why are you always right?" I pouted my lips. 

"Because." She said giggling. " Now I'm going back to work. Don't beat up yourself T. I love you." She kissed me on the forehead and left. What was I going to do without her? 

Tanya: I miss you. Can't wait to see you on Sunday. 

Glen: I miss you too muffin. Can't wait to see you too. 

I felt better just talking to Glen. Thinking about his smile and charisma, was building up my yearning for him. I closed my eyes and felt his hand wrap around waist. I could see the want in his eyes as he steered down at me. 

"Please me Glen." I implored.

In reality he wouldn't make a move unless he gets my permission. It's like he is my boy toy. My submissive lover. The thought of dominating him gave me an insatiable need to see him beg to lick my p***y.

"Can I touch you?" He asked, steering me down with great desire in his eyes.

"Beg." I demanded, biting my bottom lip.

"Please baby." He begged. 

I opened my legs inviting him in. 

"Eat" I requested with authority, and he hastily buried his face between my legs.

His hunger for me sent me over the edge, and I screamed his name to enhance my pleasure.  My legs became noodles and collapsed on the bed.

I was exhausted because I hadn't slept in days. Even more tired because I just used all my energy making myself c*m to me fantasizing about Glen.  I could even hear myself snoring just before I completely lost consciousness. 

GLEN'S POV 

I traveled without Herman because he was busy working on Tanya's office bathroom. I don't want to be here. Herman is the one who meets with customers to discuss projects, especially the ones that keep changing their minds.  Since we only had one week to finish Tanya's bathroom, I didn't want to take him away. 

My phone kept ringing off the hook. I know who it is and I'm not going to answer. I've blocked her several times, but she keeps calling. Some people just don't know when to give up. I'm blocking her one last time. Just then Tanya texted me.

Tanya: I miss you. Can't wait to see you on Sunday. 

Glen: I miss you too muffin. Can't wait to see you too. 

Ohhh. She misses me. I miss her too. I've not been able to get her off my mind. I'm here and I can't even focus. I think I'm in love. Is it too soon? We just started dating and I've barely made it to second base. Being with Tanya excites me. She makes me come alive. I like how she takes charge when I'm afraid to kiss her.  She is fearless and bossy and that turns me on. 

I want to do so many things to her, but I can't unless she wants me to. The weird part is I want her to do things for me too. I've never felt like this with anyone before. I've always taken charge in my past relationships but with her it's different.  She is like a drug I cannot get enough of. Her authoritative ways spark a fire inside me.

 I pushed my hands in my pocket to calm my hardened d**k. I've had the urge to relieve myself for days now, but I want to give it all to her. I want to please her in so many different ways, but it has to be at her request.  

I hope she's not thinking that I don't want her sexually because I do. I can no longer stay here. 

"I'm sorry but I have a matter to tend to. Can we finish this later?" I requested. 

"Of course, as you please Mr. Campbell." He assured me.

I headed to my hotel room. I needed a cold shower. I wasted no time undressing and turning on the faucet. I stood there for a good twenty-minutes contemplating on whether I should return to the meeting. 

As the water fell on my head and ran down my body, I couldn't help but think about Tanya touching me. Her well-manicured hands were so soft when I kissed them. Her smile was so mesmerizing as it exposed her pearly white teeth. Her bright brown eyes always had so much joy in them. She is pleasing to the eyes beyond anything one can imagine. Her breasts…… My heartbeat accelerated as I closed my eyes and reached down to touch my erected d**k. No… It feels wrong. How would she feel knowing that I'm daydreaming about her in the shower? Maybe I should wait till after we've had s*x then it won't feel wrong at all.

Deep breaths Glen. Deep Breaths.