I'll Have Both

Business With Pleasure

Tanya's POV

"Send him in Celeste" I ordered and hung up. Maybe I can go home early today since I'm all cleared for the rest of the day. Meridith does an exceptional job running this place when I'm away.

My office door opened, and I was annoyed that he didn't knock first even if I asked to send him in. What an ill-mannered prune. As he emerged behind the opened door my heart skipped a bit. His chest was visible because the first two buttons of his shirt were undone. He wasn't buff but his slenderness was captivating and suited him. He looked like a God as he slowly walked towards my desk. His shades were perfectly tucked on his head. My eyes shifted to his loose cotton pants, and I couldn't help but widen my eyes.

"It's a pleasure to finally meet you in person." his eyes fixed on my chest. His voice was the same as over the phone, sexy and seductive.

"The pleasure is all mine." I blurted.

"I see you have the plan out already." as he came around my desk.

"Do you want to make any changes?" He asked and stood next to me.

I felt uneasy. He was really close to me, and it gave me butterflies in my stomach.

"I want a wider shower." I responded.

He turned and looked at me with raised eyebrows.

"Is there a problem Glen?" I asked.

"Not at all Tanya." as he smiled. "A wider shower it is." The way he said my name made me tingle inside. Omg he has dimples, and they accentuate his face so perfectly.

He stood looking at me as if to say something but afraid to.

"Yes" I shook my head as if annoyed.

"Would you like to have coffee with me tonight?" He was pretty straight forward.

Yes, I wanna f**k I answered in my head.

"I'd…... l..love to." I hesitated.

"It's ok if you don't want to," he said with a concerned face.

"It's only coffee," I smiled.

"Then see you later." And with that he left.

What the f**k am I thinking. This is not me. When did I become a sl*t who masterbates to mental images of unknown men and flirt with people I do business with? I'm a hot mess, it's been a year since I've had some d**k. I'm pretty sure my poor deprived h***y p***y is going to be the death of me. Get your sh*t together girl.

I used the excuse of needing to rest to leave early as I explained to Meridith. I want to tell her what's going on with me, but she will go all commando on me. I need to get it together before I explain to her. By then I'll have redeemed myself. I needed my beauty sleep before I met up with Glen. I'm sure in the right frame of mind I'll have better control of my feelings and reject any advances made by Glen and stop thinking about Derick. Those men are only after my p***y and money, I reminded myself.

When I got home, I wasted no time and jumped in the shower. I didn't even bother to get dressed. I wrapped myself in my blanket and was out like a light in no time.