I'm waiting nervously backstage for the master of ceremony to call my name.
I'll appear from the left side of the backstage while Martin will appear from the right side of the backstage. I'm just glad we won't have to walk in holding hands.
Since they couldn't change my co-host, Charlotte did all she could to make sure I have less interaction with him. I had initially thought of turning down the offer, but the pay is good and I didn't want people thinking I had bad blood with Ronald's family. Though it's sort of true.
I should be scared right now, but I'm actually nervous, I don't know how this night will turn out, I just hope all will be well. I don't know how Martin feels about me, the last time I saw him was in court when he was testifying against me, he was so hell-bent on making su
