Trevor is pacing around the room and I don't know what he is thinking. "Why didn't you tell me she pushed you?" "It was an accident, I'm sure she didn't mean it." Sunshine is clinging to me and I can hear her heartbeat. She's so scared. "I'm so sure that wasn't an accident, you know what? I'd really want to hear her lie." He says and walks out banging the door. I know he cares about me, he loves me no doubt, but there's more to his reaction than the fact that Charlotte pushed me. My body is still feeling faint but I won't let him confront Charlotte with that temper. "Baby, can you help me get out of this bed?" I don't know why I'm asking a six-year-old to help me get out of bed. She nods and tries to hold me. This won't work. But I know I'm not that weak, just the pain but the drugs

