LEVI:
Getting a call from Blue on the alpha hotline is the last thing I expect. Everything that happened between Kookie and Elias last night isn’t new to me. I watched how he broke her, and it hurt deep in the places I think I’ve numbed. Seeing her like that—shattered, knowing I can’t do a damn thing to help, kills me. I hate it so much, and I know what it takes to stop me from driving over and punching his perfect little face. But who am I kidding? I am the biggest villain in her story, and I don’t think I can undo what I’ve done to her.
I barely slept last night, watching footage after footage like a fool, watching Elias play the part of a decent man—cleaning up, making breakfast, pretending he hasn’t just emotionally gutted her. I hate him. But I hate myself more for letting this kind
