Sugar Daddy

Chapter XIV – Tie you real tight

Chapter XIV – Tie you real tight

Calum’s POV

'Calum I don't care! I don't f*****g care!'

'We talked about this! You agreed!'

'I don't want to! If I say I don't want to, I don't want to!'

I wiped the tears that started falling as I recall something from the past. Past is past, it shouldn't be available in the present, it should be illegal.

I picked up a stone and threw it on the lake. It quickly sank down to the water and it didn't even bounce. How pathetic.

I can see myself within the rock. If wasn't thrown properly, it will sink down. If I wasn't loved properly, I would sink down, I would cry...

'Calum, I'm sorry but... This doesn't work out.'

'What doesn't work out? Our relationship? Its totally doing fine! Please ______! I love you!'

'I don't love you anymore!!'

I kicked my foot. 'Why does it always have to be this hard! Why does everyone keeps leaving me! No one loves me!' I loudly cried not caring. I kicked the tree nearby, 'f**k you! f**k you! f**k you! You're all I ever wanted but you left me! What wrong have I done again?!'

'Calum?!' Someone yelled. I cried louder and sank down by the tree. I wipe the tears that is visibly shown in my face.

'Calum!' Luke panted as he catches his breath, him holding his knees. I turned away and sniffed. 'Leave. You want to be alone right? You want to be by yourself, right? I want to be alone now. Go alone.'

'Calum I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell.' Luke said as he sat down beside me. I didn't say anything. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and pulled me into a one-sided hug. He buried his face in the crook of my neck. 'I'm sorry babe.' Luke's voice croaked.

'Why does everyone always leave me Luke? Why doesn't anyone love me?' I said and cried again.

Luke wants to say he love him. But he feared himself. He backed out without even trying.

'What do you mean?' Luke asked. 'He left me Luke. Left me on the ground, on my knees begging for him to come back. I pleaded... Begged... Sacrificed for him to just come back. Why do I always end up like this? Kneeling in a cold part of the ground, waiting for someone to come back.'

'I don't know the name of that guy who you're talking about but his definitely not worth it.' Luke said.

'So, what does that mean? You're the one who's worth it? Tch.' Calum grinned bitterly.

Luke felt a pang in his chest. Calum must really love this guy.

'You must really loved him huh?' Luke said. There was a dramatical silence before a soft movement was made. Calum nodded. Luke's grip tightens. 'What are you even doing here? Go back to your small cabin. I was wondering... How will I go back to London without your help? I have a friend here-'

'Calum please. Just.. Stop.' Luke said softly, almost crying. 'I just don't get why you're being so selfish! The families here just wanted to have some fun just like us..' Calum said.

'I know, I'm so sorry... I was being so selfish.' Luke said.

'That's what he always says.'

'Can we please just stop talking about him?' Luke asked.

'And what, head back to our 'small cabin'?' Calum laughed.

'Yeah. I would like that.'

'Luke, I'm sorry for what I've act a while ago. I know you're not used in that small spaced cabin. I should have thought first.' I said.

'No! I shouldn't have acted that way! I should think before I speak.' Luke said.

'No uhh.. It’s my fault. Sorry...' I said.

'I really want to do it tonight...' Luke said. Calum laughed.

'What? You want me tied in the bed huh?!' I laughed loudly.

'Yeah. Tie you real tight.'