Nineteen: A surprise that might ruin it all
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The way Josh looked at me always broke my heart. I mean, why did he have to look at me like I was the most precious thing in his life?
He had always been so lonely, even when I first started getting to know him, I knew he was lonely deep down because his relationship with his parents is not the best at all, but I never pitied him until today. I might actually be the best thing in his life, but I am a fraud because all I do is lie to him.
“well, umm, do you want to go for a drive before everyone gets here? “ He asked me with his beaming perfect smile.
“ So it is that obvious that I am tortured right now?” I asked him and he nodded his head.
“I know you too. Well, so yes to me it is obvious, but don't worry It won'
