Chapter Forty One I needed to take a deep breath for real. This was making me freak out so much. It was too late. I couldn’t back out again. “I was going to back out and decide to stay loyal instead of telling the truth but I actually do not think that I can do it. I want to stand for the truth right now. I want to yeah it's going to be hard but I definitely need to.” I said to him if I pull out a chair in front of him and sat down I sighed really really nervous right now. I cannot believe I actually am about to do this. Am I really about to do this? I asked myself deep down but I already knew there was really no going back. Not when I had sat down here. Not when I had just seen that text and it was driving me absolutely insane. “ The truth is there was something very serious going o

