Chapter Thirty One: The Gaze that gives too many ideas
Looking at the promise ring I just felt like a horrible human being because I knew for a fact that it was not going to get to that point. I was not going to let him keep his promise. I was only going to shatter him and ruin him forever probably.
Probably he would never be able to fall in love again and it would have all been my fault. I did not want to be that kind of girl but I already was and unfortunately I did not feel horrible about it when I was doing the things that made me that kind of girl but once I was done and once I had to be with him that is only then that the guilt consumed me. So it meant that I would probably never learn my lesson and I did not want to learn my lesson because this has been something that I've been w
