FIA I never expected it to have that effect on me. I can't believe I let his lips touch mine. It's frustrating how much it affected me last night. And I definitely didn't like how weak it made my knees feel. Even though I wanted to resist, I couldn't do anything. It feels like I'm drowning in the aftermath. I feel like I'm floating for some unknown reason. The memory of his soft lips on mine is still imprinted. It's like our lips are still connected. It's as if I can still feel the movement, clinging to the way it made me feel, making me wet. It wasn't just because of the dream but also because I once experienced the taste of a kiss from the man I despised. I even felt his tongue in my mouth, and I still can't believe it to this day. It's soft and warm, exploring the inside of my

