Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 32

Today is the show day. I've been practicing my dance like everyday and today is the show case. I'm little bit nervous actually but I hold it.

I keep holding my hand and walking go back and forth. I already get dressed and I'm really nervous right now because this is my first show.

I cant call Finn but he might be busy with his Grease show tonight. Yeah it will also be his first show or maybe we can say that that is will be his first directing the show.

"Everything is gonna be okay. You gotta kill it and we can walk down on the Miami beach and everything is gonna be fine." Sean says to me.

"I'm waiting for Finn's call actually because he always have something that cant make me nervous." I said to Sean.

"Babe, look at me!" Sean hold my sleeve. "Dont be nervous because you are gonna kill it. Remember that you are one of those amazing and lucky dance up there? You deserve this and you can get through this. Trust me!" Sean says to me.

"This is my first show, Sean."

"This is will be your first show and beginning. There will be a lot of shows waiting for you. You can do this, baby." Sean looking at me.

"But what if I fall down there? What-what if I ruin this? This is just not my show but this is also Julliard's show. What if those-those thing happen?" I raise my eyebrows at Sean.

Sean takes my hand hold it. "Listen. Go to that stage and imagine about thosand even million applause that waiting for your show and you will end your show also with million cheering and applauding for you, baby. This is a big chance that you never get twice."

I didnt say anything just looking at Sean's eyes as he is looking at me deeply. He cup my cheeks and kisses me softly. I rub his cheek and kiss him back until we pull our lips out each other.

"Good luck. Just break all those walls right in front of you. You can do that. I love you so much." Sean kisses my forehead and walk off.

I'm still standing frozen and looking at him. He walk away from my place and turns back and smiles at me until he disappear from my gaze.

"Alright everyone, huddle up!" Ms. Parkes says to us.

I walk to the others and let out a sigh.

"This is the freshman annual show and this is the first and I just want to tell you that all of you will be automatically perform in New York City Ballet GALA by the end of this first year. So dont be nervous and prove it that Juilliard will always be the best and worth to perform in Wynwood or even NYC Ballet GALA! Cheer up everyone! You can do this!" Ms. Parkes smiles at us

We just smiling at each other and comforting each other. Yeah since I won the audition for this performance my classmates seemed being good to me.

I take my bag and check out my phone and see that I got a voice mailbox from Sam? Wait what happened?

Hey...uh hi. I know you might be dont wanna listen this but I just wanna say good luck for your first show in Wynwood. I-I really wish I could be there but I cant since I got my play as Kenickie here and I-I really wish that you could be here too. Well, I-I...talk to you later.

I keep holding my phone. How the hell Sam knew this? But there is many posible way that Finn must be the one who tell him. Hold up, why should I care?

I put my phone back inside my bag and went out from the dressing room and walk to the backstage. I will face anything that will happen today even though that voice mailbox really make me miss Sam.

Yeah I cant deny that he is the one who can make me feel better and this nervous will gone with his words but he is not here.

Santana called me last night and she told me that Sam and Brittany are dating. I was trying to act cool but I cant lie to myself that I'm jealous. But what am I supposed to do? I date someone else and he has someone else. We are moving on.

Emily:

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,

My eyes are not the first to cry,

I'm not the first to know there's

Just no getting over you

I know I'm just a fool who's willing

To sit around and wait for you

But baby can't you see,

There's nothing else for me to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now,

There's nowhere to hide

Since you pushed my love aside

I'm outta my head hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "Fool! Forget him"

My heart is saying "Don't let go"

Hold on to the end,

That's what I intend to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now,

There's nowhere to hide

Since you pushed my love aside

I'm outta my head hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you

~~~~

Sam's POV

Marley:

Hopelessly devoted to you

The audience start clapping at the end of the song. The curtains go back to fall down and Marley run off to the backstage with a smile on her face and Jake smiles and hugs her.

"Young love." I roll my eyes.

"At least that Emily is not here to see your performance, Sam." Blaine says to me.

"I called her." I simply said.

"What?" Blaine frowns.

"Yeah but there was no answer so I left a message. Tonight is also her first show in Wynwood and I really wish that I could be there but I know that I cant. I mean that hot guy must be there and I got nothing than him. Besides I eavesdrop that they lived together now. I cant do anything." I sigh.

"Hold up, hold up. You dated Brittany." Blaine frowns at me.

"Can I tell you a secret since you are my president and I'm your vice president and we are kind of bestfriend now?" I said to Blaine and grabs his hand and walks to the corner.

"Okay what?" Blaine raises his eyebrows at me.

"Just promise me that you wont tell anyone else include Kurt, your parents, your brother, Finn, then Santana, Tina, Artie, Joe, Sugar, Mike, and......."

"I wont tell anyone else, I promise but what?" Blaine cut me off.

"Brittany and I just fake dating to make Santana jealous and Emily." I said quietly.

"That was the thing that you did with Emily before and then you both fell in love together." Blaine frowns at me.

"I know but I promise I wont fall in love with Brittany even there was affair between us and we used to have flirtationship when we both have long distance relationship with Emily and Santana but that's it." I said to Blaine.

"You know what? Flirtationship with another girl while you're dating someone means that you're cheating." Blaine says to me.

"Kissed a neighbor when you have a boyfriend back home was also cheating." I roll my eyes.

"I didnt kiss my neighbor." Blaine frowns at me.

"That's Emily. She claimed that she kissed that guy right before I came. Can you imagine that? If I could unlock that door, maybe I could caught them making out in front of me."

"Sam, you still in love with her?" Blaine raises his eyebrows at me.

"Yes, I do. That's why I really wish that I could be in Miami right now or she was here." I said to Blaine.

"Just want to let you know that meeting your ex after you both broke up it will be sucks." Blaine says to me and walks off.

Yeah I know that. Even I have to find ten thousand guts to call her and said good luck to her even though I know that she wont listen to my voice mail but at least I tried.

I'm standing on the backstage as Santana performing on that stage and Brittany is looking at her from left side of the stage. Really wish that Emily could be here right now.

"Dude, you know who those alumni?" Ryder asks me.

"Rachel Berry and Kurt Hummel." I simply answer.

Ryder just look around and seems like he is looking for someone. "Finn's sister didnt come?" Ryder asks me.

"She has her show in Wynwood and she wouldnt come. Besides that you dont know her and she already have a boyfriend who is hot and a college guy from Columbia University." I said to Ryder.

"Wow. I'm just curious. Everyone been talking about her and when I look at her picture she is kinda beautiful." Ryder says to me.

"The most beautiful girl that I've ever seen. The one with the most beautiful hazel eyes ever. The one who never afraid and shy to show the world who is she. The one who will laugh so hard when she read Twilight books. She will fall asleep when you watch action movie or sci-fi movie with her because she loves animation cartoon movie. Disney is her favorite one. She loves chocolate so much even her body sometimes smells like chocolate. She loves Barney, idolizing Jennifer Aniston, and she really love dancing and singing. She would die without dancing and singing." I chuckle.

"You know her so bad. You didnt tell me that you're her bestfriend." Ryder chuckles.

"I'm her ex boyfriend." I simply said and walk off.

Is there anyone else who knows Emily better than me? No one. I bet that Sean guy also know nothing about her like her favorite food or her thing.

"Why you didnt tell me at first?" Ryder raises his eyebrows at me.

"For what? We broke up before you came. Actually before this Grease show begin. Long distance relationship sometimes doesnt work for some people but I'm done with that because I have Brittany with me." I grab Brittany's hand and grin.

"So I got a big chance here. Thank you dude." Ryder grin back at me and walk off.

"What happened?" Brittany asks me.

"He cant stop asking me about Emily and I guess I got jealousy problem right now so I got you to make him walk away." I giggle.

"You're genius." Brittany giggles.

Suddenly Santana walks in. Brittany takes my hand and make me hold her waist and we are pretending like we are having a flirtationship right now.

"Ewww get a room you two!" Santana rolls her eyes and walks off.

"I miss my sweet lady kisses." Brittany sighs.

"Just got back together with her, Britt." I said to Brittany.

"Long distance relationship never work for us." Brittany simply said.

"Guys, last scene!" Finn yells at us.

"Alright come on." I take Brittany's hand and walk led her until we got into the stage.

I take my phone from my pocket but still no message. I'm really waiting for an answer from Emily actually. But Sam, it would be impossible if she could answer your call or something.

That Sean guy must be around her and he must be give her a bouquet of flower and hug her and saying 'congratulations for the nice show, baby' I really wish it could be me.

I let out a sigh and turn my face as Finn give us a sign. The curtains lift up and the music begin and this is our last performance.

Ryder:

I got chills they're multiplying

And I'm losing control

Cause the power you're supplying

It's Electrifying!

Marley (Ryder):

You better shape up cause I need a man

And my heart is set on you

You better shape up, you better understand

To my heart I must be true(nothin left, nothin left for me to do)

Marley and Ryder (New Directions):

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

The one that I neeeeeed oh yes indee-ee-heed

Marley:

If you're filled with affection

You're too shy to convey

Meditate in my direction

Feel your way

Ryder (Marley)

I better shape up, cause you need a man (I need a man)

Who can keep me satisfied

I better shape up, if I'm gonna prove (you better prove)

That my faith is justified

Are you sure? Yes I'm sure down deep inside

Marley and Ryder (New Directions):

You're the one that I want (You are the one I want)oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

The one that I neeeeed oh yes indee-ee-heed

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

The one that I neeeed oh yes indee-ee-heed

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

The one that I neeeed oh yes indee-ee-heed

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

You're the one that I want(You are the one I want) oh oh oh honey

The one that I neeeeeed oh yes indee-ee-heed

The last song ended and make this shows ended. We all standing in line on the stage and back down to the audience until Finn, Mike, Artie, and Mercedes walks into the stage and smiling at the audience.

Applauding and cheering filling this auditorium and the paper cut fall down from the roof to celebrate it.

The curtains fall down again and the band start playing the backsound song as the end of credit. We then walk to the backstage and get ready to change our clothes.

Suddenly my phone is vibrating. I take my phone from my pocket and see the screen. Hold up, am I dreaming or something? Emily calls me? But what is this? Okay, Sam brave yourself and answer that call.

"Hey." I answer the call.

"Hey...I-I got your voice mail and thank you so much."

"It's okay, how was the show?"

"Everything is fine. My performance just ended. I got your voice mail and I guess I should call you and say thank you to you so I did. How-how was the Grease show?" She said over the phone.

"It was cool. Rachel and Kurt are here to watch the show. I-I really wish you were here." I half smiled.

"I-I really want to but I cant. I have my own first show and by the end of the second semester I will perform in New York City Ballet GALA."

"That-that's really amazing."

"Yeah, well, I have to go. Thanks for the message and I'm happy for you and Britt. You two will make a great couple." She hung up the phone.

"Yeah you're welcome." I mumble and looking at my phone.

The call is ended. I just really wish that I can go to New York City to see her performance and be there for her but I know that guy must be there.

I let out a sigh and walk off from the auditorium to boys toilet. I'm not really in a good mood today. I mean I dont know whether I should happy or sad because of Emily called me but I guess that I should be happy.

"Hey Sam how are you?" Kurt and Rachel smiles at me.

"Great. Thanks for coming to the show and watched my talent as an actor there." I grin at them.

"I'm so sorry about what happened with you and Emily." Kurt half-smiled at me.

"Yeah you are so much better than that guy well he is look like he is more smart but you still are the best one for her." Rachel grins at me.

"You met that guy?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yeah his name is Sean and we even have a double dates dinner at Sardi's since we met in Manhattan street." Rachel says to me.

"I think we have to go. See you, Sam. What a great show." Kurt grins at me and waves me a goodbye then takes Rachel's hand away and walk led her.

Dinner at Sardi's? A famous place in New York City? She even didnt bring me there when I went to New York or maybe we didnt get our chance since we fighted that night.

But something that still stuck in my mind is how the hell she knows that I'm dating Brittany? Well that's just fake dating but how the hell she could find out? I mean I didnt tell her. Oh come on, Sam. Santana or Finn must be the one who tell her. Great my plan is working beside that she sounds like she is jealous with that.

You can lie to me, Emily because I know you so bad. Even better than your new boyfriend.

~~~~

Emily's POV

I keep looking at my phone and looking at the gallery where many weird photos of me and Sam together. I let out a sigh and lock my phone and put it back into my bag.

I clear the make up on my face while looking at the vanity mirror. The show already ended and now I feel like I just wanna go back to my hotel room and take a rest. I'm so tired.

"Hey, my beautiful queen." Sean standing behind me and shows me a bouquet of white roses. "This is one for a great show. You were really amazing." Sean smiles at me.

"Aww thank you so much. This is really sweet." I smile at Sean and take that flower.

"Seriously as an audience your show was really great. That was amazing. Your teacher wasnt wrong to choose you because you are amazing." Sean smiles at me.

I smile back at him and hug him. "I will fly if you cant stop talking about how great I was." I giggle.

"But you were. I'm really proud of you but sadly that it's not allowed to record the video or take a picture so I cant post it online." Sean sighs.

"What will you do if you can?" I ask Sean.

"I wanna tell the world how amazing my girlfriend is." Sean smirks at me.

"Aww that's enough, baby." I smirk back at Sean and go back to sit down on my seat. "I'm so tired." I sigh.

"We cant take a flight from Miami or New York right now." Sean strokes my hair.

"I just wanna go back to my hotel room and fall asleep until the sun goes down."

"Alright, you get ready and I will call the cab so we can go back to our hotel room and take a rest. I know this queen must be tired." Sean kisses my head.

"Stay here." I catch his hand to stop him. "It's already done actually." I said to Sean.

"You're cute when you become so spoilt." Sean pinch my cheeks.

"I hate when you said that." I roll my eyes.

Sean just strokes my hair and giggles. I take my bagpack and then went out from this dressing room with holding Sean's elbow.

"Take a rest and happy holiday." Ms. Parkes smiles at me as I walk passed her.

"Thank you so much, Ms. Parkes." I smile back at her.

She just smiling at me and walk off. I guess I will meet coach Sylvester when I get to Lima or I will send her the ticket for my performance in New York City Ballet GALA.

Sean stops a cab and we get in. I'm so tired and I'm really waiting for a call from Finn about his debut as glee club director. I'm really curious with that.

I lean my head on Sean's chest as he put his arm around my back and rubs my back. I really need to take a rest right now.

"You been so tired, baby." Sean kisses my head.

I didnt answer him but close my eyes and trying to fall asleep in his hug until we got into our hotel. Sean pay the cab and we went out from the cab.

He put his hand around my shoulder and I feel like Sam is the one who did this to me. Because he will always be the one who has his hand around my shoulder only to show the world that I'm his.

Sean open our hotel room door. I get in and jump to the bed. I lay my body on the bed and take a blanket to cover my body.

"Babe, you should change your clothes first." Sean shouts.

I didnt answer him and close my eyes. I dont know but I feel like I'm so tired and I just wanna fall asleep and sleeping until tomorrow.

Sean's POV

"Babe, you should change your clothes first." I shout as Emily jumps to bed.

She lay her body on the bed and take the blanket to cover her body and take a pillow and hug it. This girl must be really tired.

I let out a sigh and change my suit and tie with a tshirt and short pants. I walk to the bed and laying my body next to Emily.

I look at her face and see how tired she is. I stroke her hair but I feel like something wrong. She got fever. Oh damn God.

"Mom...." She delirious.

I jump from the bed and walk to the bathroom. I take an alumunium basket and fill it with warm water also take a face towel.

I touch her forehead with my hand and she is still burning up. I place the face towel on her forehead. She must be tired with all those rehearsal.

Suddenly the phone on side table is buzzing. I turn my face and Emily's phone is buzzing and it's a call from her brother. Well, I guess I should answer this call.

"Hey, man." I answer the call.

"Hold up. Emily become a guy now?" Finn says over the phone.

"No, it's me, Sean. She is sleeping and she got a little bit fever after that show and we are still in Miami in a hotel and...."

"Emily's sick?"

"Just got a fever but I already compress her with warm water and I promise you I'll standby here 24 hours straight." I said over the phone.

"Actually I really wanna ask about the show."

"It was really amazing but sadly that I cant record it because it's not allowed to record a video or take picture."

"It's okay. Just make sure that she take a rest and there must be a baby fever plaster inside her bag. If you can find it just make sure that she wears that." Finn says over the phone.

"I got it." I said.

"Alright, talk to you later. I have to go." Finn hung up the phone.

I place the phone back to the side table. I walk to her suitcase and looking for that baby plaster and I got it. God, she is like just like a baby.

I open that plaster and place that plaster to her forehead. Such a cute pretty girl. I stroke her hair and kiss her forehead.

I lay my body back to the bed until a phone start buzzing again. I take that phone and Emily's phone got a text and that's from Sam.

From: Sammy

I heard you're sick. Get well soon. I know you must be tired. I just wish that I could be there

What the heck? I look at Emily's phone and her log list and that guy called her. What the hell. Is this guy still have a feeling for her or something?

But no, I wont let anyone get my girl. Especially that guy. I delete that text message so Emily wont read this message. I place the phone back to the side table and put my hand around Emily's belly and make aslant facing her.

"I love you." I kiss her cheek and bury my head on her shoulder.

I close my eyes and fall asleep with Emily next to me. I hope that she will get recovery soon.