I went out from the girls toilet after changing my regionals uniform to a long blue jeans pants, a red tanktop also a leather jacket.
I walk in the hallways and looking at little dirt of my tanktop and clean it.
"What do you think?"
I turn my face and Quinn is smiling at me. She is wearing a cheerios uniform with ponitail hair.
"Looking good." I chuckle.
"Coach Sylvester let me to rejoin the cheerios but dont worry, you still have your place and I'm just another cheerleader in your cheerleading squad." Quinn giggles.
"Wow that's cool. I guess that we have enough member to kick coach Washington to stop coaching the cheerios." I chuckle.
"I'm glad that we can be friends like this." Quinn smiles at me.
"Me too. I'm just looking forward to see us keep in touch even we graduate." I smile back at Quinn.
"Alright, I have to take off this uniform because I dont want to dirt it and see you on the wedding." Quinn chuckles and walks off.
"See you." I wave her a goodbye and walk off.
I walk to the parking lot to meet Kurt and Blaine that already waiting for me and they have my bridesmaid dress.
"What are waiting for?" I ask them as they standing outside the car.
"Your boyfriend just went to buy some candy." Kurt simply said.
"Okay then..." I simply said and get into the car.
I sit down on the back seat because Kurt must be driving. This is my car actually, a white Ford Fiesta. But Kurt loves it so I let him to used this as long as he want to take this car care.
Kurt finally enter the drive seat and Blaine enter the front passenger seat until Sam enters the passenger seat next to me and shows me a bouquet of white roses.
"What is this?" I raise my eyebrows.
"A flower bouquet for the wedding." Sam simply said.
"Oh I see." I simply said and turn my face to the window as Kurt start the car.
"Hey, I was kidding. This is for you, of course." Sam takes my hand.
"For what?" I raise my eyebrows.
"Because you were amazing on that stage." Sam smiles at me.
"Sam, thank you so much." I smile back at him and take that flowers.
"Woman crush every day huh." Kurt chuckles.
"But isnt that you both already dated since two months ago?" Blaine asks us.
"They used to fake dating, Blaine. Until the last valentine they become a real couple." Kurt answer.
"You both such a great actor and actress." Blaine chuckles.
"I know that no one ever think that we were fake dating before." Sam chuckles.
"Yeah I used him to made Puck jealous until I dont realized that I fell in love with him." I giggle.
"That was cool." Blaine says to us.
"Yeah." I just nodded then turn my face to the window.
I shouldnt come to the wedding and become the bridesmaid because I dont support this and like what Finn said that if we dont support this we are not invited.
We finally arrived. Kurt parks the car then went out. I let out a sigh then went out. Kurt open the car baggage and give the dress to me.
I just half-smiled and take that dress. Meanwhile he took those best men suit and tie for them.
"Bridesmaid changing room is over there." Kurt says to me.
"I got it." I nodded.
"You dont like the flowers I gave you?" Sam asks me.
"I really like it, Sam. Thank you so much." I smile at Sam and hold his hand.
"Babe, but you seems weird and like you are not okay." Sam frowns at me.
"I'm just still terrified with that vampire." I giggle.
"I'm here and you wont be alone tonight." Sam smiles at me.
"You better get a change before it's too late." I smile back at Sam.
"Okay, princess." Sam smiles then walks off.
I just half-smiled and turn my way to the girls toilet not to the bridesmaid changing room.
I enter the empty toilet then wash my face. After that I look at myself in the mirror. How can I come to the wedding party that I against?
Yesterday I said yes because I though that Finn would held a wedding party about one year from now not today but I never knew that this is could happen.
I'm just dissapointed with this. Why mom and Burt cant say no to them when they can say no to me?
I told them that I want to enter Juilliard School but no one of them say yes. I mean, I love dancing and I want to get a big chance to perform in some ceremony or opera. That was my dream.
But since they say no. I just can figure out what I'm gonna do with my future. Maybe enter another college or I will never go to college.
I let out a sigh and wipe my tears. I turn my face to that dress. No. I wont attend this wedding and become the bridesmaid. I better go home and fall asleep and wondering what I'm gonna do for my future.
I went out from that girls toilet and left that dress there. Maybe someone will take it soon or throw it. I dont care.
I walk in the hall until I found the waiting room and the others there include my parents, Rachel's parents, and the girls and the boys.
"Kurt, I want my car key." I said and walk in.
"For what?" Kurt frowns.
"Emily, where is your dress?" Finn asks me.
"You said that someone who doesnt support this are not invited right? Well just consider that you dont invite me because I changed my mind. I'm just a teenage girl who can change her mind easily. So I just wanna go home and find a girlfriend for Junior and let him see have a baby because he is mature enough to have a baby." I said to Finn.
"Emily, please... I want to see you in bridesmaid dress and become bridesmaid in honor." Rachel says to me.
"No, I changed my mind. You can start the wedding without me. My part here is nothing besides that my parents came to regionals to heard you sing so congratulations with that." I said to them.
"Fine. Come on, Rachel. Now or never." Finn says to Rachel.
"Wait, a call from Quinn." Rachel says and pick up the phone.
I just let my head down and about to walk off until mom stops me.
"Honey, please I know you mad at me and I'm really sorry." Mom takes my hand.
"They can start the wedding without me. Just congratulations with that." I simply said and walk off.
I run from that place until I went out and get a cab. I enter the cab and crying. I'm just mad and I know I'm selfish but I just want to make Finn think twice.
"I'm so sorry but where are we going, miss?" The driver asks me.
"Winfrey Hills, Lima." I simply said.
I turn my face at the window as the tears still fall down to my face. I just want to be alone right now and then go home.
Sam's POV
"Emily! Go back here!" Burt yells.
"I'll gotta get her." I said to them and run off from that place and look around.
I keep running until I went out from that place and I see someone entered a cab and it must be her.
I let out a sigh and walk back to that room. I lost her. I know that since this morning she look strange and I know there is something that she is been thinking about.
"How?" Kurt asks me.
"She went away with a cab." I said to Kurt.
"I know it! I know that she would do this to me!" Finn says angrily.
"Finn, calm down! She mad at us. At me and Carole. If you want to held the wedding just do it." Burt says to Finn.
"Quinn got traffic accident. Her car got hit by a truck when she is on the way here." Rachel says to us.
"Oh no. Not gonna happen. She is still alive right?" Mercedes asks.
"She just got into the hospital. The nurse called me because my number is the last contacted on her phone." Rachel says to us.
"I called the servants and Emily is not home." Kurt says to Burt and Carole.
"Can you call to her phone please?" Carole asks Kurt.
Kurt just nodded and dial a number until a familiar ringtone is ringing. "Forget that she left her phone with me." Kurt sighs.
"I know where she might be right now." I said to Burt and Carole. "Dont worry she safe there." I said to calm them down.
"Where?" Burt asks me.
"My backyard. There is a house tree in my backyard and she usually go there only to make herself feel better. Dont worry my mom is in my home." I said to Burt.
"We are so sorry to Berry's family according to this. You can start the wedding now." Burt says to Rachel's family and Finn.
"We cant." Rachel shake her head. "Quinn got injuries because she wanted to go here and Emily ran away. Tina was right, because I met Finn before the time and bad luck comes. I dont want to held the wedding." Rachel says to us.
"Yeah we can held the wedding after we graduate, maybe. We postponed it. I didnt think about it twice. I know Emily mad not just because of my parents but because of me. Because I never listen what she said to me." Finn says to us.
"Yeah we better go to the hospital and visit Quinn." Rachel nods as agree.
"You sure, Finn?" Carole asks Finn.
"Yes, mom. Just say yes when Emily say that she want to enter that dancing school again. I know she mad because of that." Finn sighs.
"She is really smart and I want her to be doctor or pilot or even the new Steve Jobs. That's why I said no when she want to enter Juilliard School." Burt sighs and sit down on the sofa.
"That's what my dad said when I want to enter dancing school." Mike suddenly said.
"Well we better forget this and go to the hospital." Mr. Berry says to us.
"I gotta change first." Rachel says and walks off with the girls.
I just sigh and sit down on the sofa. Hope that Emily is really going to the house tree. Not going to anywhere.
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Emily's POV
I'm sitting on the corner of the house tree and still crying. The night turns into dark and I'm here alone. I just dont wanna go home right now.
I turn on the flash lamp so I will get a light. I take the mini blanket to cover my body from this cold wind. I'm forget that I left my phone with Kurt. I just hope that no one of Sam's family see me enter this house tree.
"Babe?" Sam suddenly get in.
I was wrong to choose this place because I know that he will always can find me here.
I didnt answer him and still crying. I just turn my face away to avoid looking at him. He walk closer to me and suddenly hugs me.
"I know you're upset but please you cry too much." Sam rubs my back.
"Nobody loves me. My parents, my brothers, my friends. Nobody." I'm crying.
"Then what am I to you? If I wasnt love you, I wouldnt come here, baby. I love you. I really love you. They also love you and that's why they want the best for you." Sam strokes my hair and kisses my head.
"I'm too selfish, Sam. I am. And now they hate me and I will be homeless and have no family." I'm crying.
"Ssshhh dont say that way. You wanna know the story? Quinn got traffic accident. Her car got hit by a truck." Sam says to me.
I pull his body away slowly and frown at him. "Then the wedding?"
"They postponed it graduation begin. Baby, I know you were mad but you were out of the line. You shouldnt mad to your parents like that. They love you and they want the best for you." Sam wipe my tears away.
"I just want to enter Juilliard School but then they refused that. I just cant believe they said yes when Finn said he want to get married." I'm sobbing.
"Your parents refused that because they want you to get a better future. We all know that you are really smart and they want you to enter a college. Maybe Harvard or Stanford or Cambrigde." Sam holds my hand.
I didnt say anything and turn my face away while I'm still sobbing. Sam suddenly cups my cheek and make me facing him until he kisses me softly. He kisses my lips with full of tears fell down from my eyes.
"I love you so much and I dont want to see you cry anymore." Sam wipe my tears away and then kisses my forehead.
I just looking at him then hug him. I dont know my life would be without him next to me right now. Because he is the only one who can calm me down and make me feel better.
"Come on, I'll drive you home." Sam says to me.
"I dont wanna go home." I shake my head.
"My mom told me to bring you home this time. She saw you cried and entered here." Sam says to me.
"Honey, it's me. Please I'm so sorry and we can talk about this." Mom's voice.
"I know I'm not your biological father but I'm your father now and I have the responsibility to take you care and protect you. I just want the best for your future because I love you like you are my biological daughter. I love you as same as I love Kurt and Finn. And if you mad at me, you can, but just dont mad at your mom. Come on, kitten, we can talk about this in home." Burt's voice.
"Sam, you called them?" I raise my eyebrows.
"They were forced me to tell them where the hell are you so I told them. Come on, your parents came here only to pick you up. And I promise that they wont mad at you." Sam says to me and take my hand.
I didnt say anything and follow him to the door and climbing down from this house tree. Yeah Sam was totally right.
I'm standing on the ground and facing my family. My mom, Finn, Kurt, and Burt are here only to pick me up.
"I'm so sorry about what I've done." I'm crying and hug Burt and mom at the same time. "Because of me, Finn have to cancelled his wedding. And everything ruinned. I'm so sorry."
"We postponed the wedding because you were right. Besides that we want to focus on nationals and graduation first." Finn says to me.
"I'm sorry." I'm sobbing.
"Stop saying your sorry, we can talk about this at home and leave your boyfriend's backyard. Because you made his mom got confused." Burt says to me.
"It's okay. They usually spend the day or night in this house tree. Sam also said that he built that house tree for a date place for him and his girlfriend." Mrs. Evans giggles.
"I cant rent it for a date with Blaine?" Kurt raises his eyebrows at Sam.
"Ten bucks for a three hours." Sam grins.
"That was our place. Find your own by yourself." I simply said.
"We are so sorry for make a difficult for you, Mary." Mom says to Mrs. Evans.
"No, I wanna say thank you because you ever let Sam to lived with you guys in your house." Mrs. Evans giggles.
"If I knew since the first time, they are dating, I wouldnt let Sam stayed in our house." Burt chuckles.
"Dad...." I roll my eyes.
"Alright, we better go home and you still can meet Sam tomorrow." Burt says to me and put his hand around my shoulder.
"Thank you so much, Mary." Mom smiles to Mrs. Evans.
I turn around and smiles at Sam then make a little run to him and hug him. "If I would get a dollar everytime you can make me smile, I would be rich now. I love you too." I smile at Sam.
"Well you forget this." Sam shows me that bouquet of white roses.
"Thank you so much. You're the best." I smile at Sam.
"Just go home. I'll call you later." Sam strokes my hair and smiles back at me.
"Alright." I said to him. "I'm sorry for always come here and make a difficult for you, Mrs. Evans." I turn my face at Mrs. Evans.
"You dont need to. As long as Sam is happy. I'll be happy too." Ms. Evans smiles at me.
"Thank you." I smile at them and wave them a goodbye then walk off from that backyard to get to the car.
I cant believe what I've done can made my parents and Sam's mom become worried and I made a difficult for them. I know I never grow up and I regret it now.
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"You guys hungry right? Alright, I will cook for the dinner." Mom says to us.
"Before we have dinner together. Can I make a clarification about what happened today?" I ask them.
"Honey, I though we dont want to talk about this anymore." Mom says to me.
"Can we just have sit in this sofa in this living room together?" I raise my eyebrows.
"Sure, I'll call the pizza and some delivery food for our dinner tonight so Carole doesnt need to cook." Burt nodded.
"What's wrong, honey?" Mom asks me and sit down on the other sofa.
Finn, Kurt, and Burt also did the same thing. I feel guilty about what I have done. I have to fix it.
"I just wanna apologize about what I have done today. I ruinned Finn's wedding then I made you guys came to Sam's house only to bring me home and I know you guys feel embarassed with Sam's family and I'm really sorry for everything I have done today. I'm mad but I made Finn and the others as the victim of my anger." I said to them with my head down.
"Those all not completely yours, honey." Mom says to me.
"I know that. It's just I feel guilty especially when we found the news about Dave Karofsky. He attempts suicide and make us think like today is our last day. So before it's too late and make all of you disappointed with me. I just wanna apologize. I never grow up, I'm still like a child. I'm the only one daughter in this house but I cant make my parents proud of me, I made them disappointed about what I have done. I know that mom and dad just want the best for me and that's why you guys dont let me to enter dancing school and I can accept that. And Finn, I'm so sorry for everything I've done today, if you want to mad at me or ignore me or pretend like I dont exist, you can. I ruined your big day just because of my selfishness. Just because I'm jealous and I'm not ready to let you go with someone else and I'm not ready if there is another girl in this house. I'm so sorry. You still have a big future and you're shine just like a star." I half-smiled at them.
"Listen kid. When I'm marrying your mom, I'm not only get a woman, but I also get extra package, a son and a daughter. And since that ceremony, I took the responsibilities to take care of you, protect you, and love you. You guys are in senior year and I just want the best for your future." Burt says to us.
"It's okay, Emily. I know, I wasnt a good brother for you. I left you behind and I never listen to you when you really care about me." Finn sit down next to me and put his hand around my shoulder.
"We are family, we supposed to support each other. Fights and argues is just like ingredients in our family." Kurt says to us.
"You're right, Kurt." Burt nodded as agree.
"You sure that you dont want to enter that dance school, honey?" Mom asks me.
"No. I change my mind. I will enter Ohio State University because they have the best dancing extracurricular besides that I want to be a Doctor of Psychology since I read some article about Billy Milligan who lives in the same states with us." I said to them.
"Listen dear, we came to see the regionals not because we want to see Rachel singing. But we want to see you, Finn, and Kurt. I know you really wanted to enter that dancing school so that's why we came to see your performance. And you sure that you change your mind?" Burt raises his eyebrows at me.
I nodded. "Yes, I'm sure with that. Finn and Kurt are more talented than me and you can see when they enter NYADA together." I chuckle.
"I want to join the army." Finn suddenly said.
"I just want to live in New York." Kurt says.
"Whatever you guys want, we just can support it. I just hope that my children's wishes become true." Mom smiles at us.
"Yes, make yourself happy." Burt smiles at us.
"I'm sorry, Finn." I half-smiled at Finn.
"Stop saying your sorry, that's not Emily who I know." Finn kisses my head.
"I promise you, I will pay about the bridesmaid dress that I left in toilet." I said to Finn.
"You have to pay to me not Finn." Kurt says.
"Alright. I'm so sorry for everything I have done today." I half-smiled at them.
"You know your mistakes and you never afraid to apologize. I'm proud of you." Burt says to me.
"Stop saying your sorry, honey." Mom smiles at me and hugs me.
I just can smile and hug her back. Until suddenly my phone is ringing.
"Whoops a call from 'My Trouty'." Kurt chuckles and give the phone to me.
I take my phone and reject the call. "Sam can wait to have me call him back. But my family never cant wait to have me hug them." I chuckle and hug mom.
Until the others follow me to hug mom and we are five hugging each other after this problem and we made it up.