Yes, I decided to fight back for myself.
I have to stand up for myself because Aicy was right. Even if those people try to stand up and fight for me, it would only give such meaningless results because I am still what I am.
I will not learn my lesson for all these trials in my life and I will not start to grow up as a fine adult. So I had to do this on my own.
But of course, with the help of those people who are trying their best to stay in my life even though I always worry about them.
And I am not doing this just because Aicy told me.
I just finally realized that I am not the same person as I am before.
I am not alone anymore. I do have friends who actually accepted me for who I really am even though I keep bringing trouble to them.
And this fight is not for me to face alone anymo
