(Judy) I take a sip from my glass, my mind spiralling as I watch Ashley leave. Of, course she has managed to instill that panic in me even though I'm world best at hiding my emotions. I'd be lying if I say I'm not bothered. Truth is, I am. And it scares me. If Dean ever finds out, then it'd be disastrous, he'll want to know more and when he eventually does. I sigh. Stopping my mind from thinking further, but it doesn't. My thoughts are running wild. I thought I had this all under control but no it doesn't seem like it anymore. I had offered that silly girl a life changing money to give up her kids, to leave and never come back but she vehemently refused, throwing the paper to my face. It did hurt my ego and even more from a girl like her, I didn't think she'd refuse, I thought she'd

