(Dean)
I pocket my phone as I send out the message to Ashley.
I don't care what she thinks or anyone else for that matter, it was silly of me to have succumbed to mom's pressure and tricks, by agreeing to date Ashley in the first place.
Or perhaps, it was my desperate attempt to clear the air about the fuss of me still being hung up on Bella. Maybe I still am, I just can't admit it.
But I shouldn't be, she cheated on me, she deceived me.
And yet there's no single day in the last past four years that I haven't thought about her.
What we had was beautiful, how could she throw all of that away?
They say time heals all wounds but why can't I relate to that phrase? Because it's been four freaking years and it still doesn't make it hurt any less.
I'm still angry, too angry at her and the
