I was silent inside the plane my way home. My flight will be tonight so I will be able to celebrate with Jeanne tomorrow on his birthday. I was thinking of going home tomorrow. I haven’t seen the doctor but I don’t think I need to, Of course that is untrue. I was as scared as hell to ask an expert about it. It was a horror for me plus I suddenly remembered what Grace and I talked about in private during Jeanne's birthday celebration... oooooooooo00000000oooooooooooooo "Kathy can we talk?" Grace asked, I nodded and she looked around. I nodded again to tell her I get it. She wants to talk to me in private not around our family. We ended up talking in room just in front of the living room. I closed the door and even locked it. I smiled at her. "It was nice to see you okay" I said. She s

