Abel Taking her running again was so amazing. To see the beaming smile on her face after the run makes everything else seem insignificant. Now, we’re driving to the first of five houses I found for us to look at. I keep praying that one of these houses becomes a must-have for her and that we are able to get a house of our own sooner rather than later. I hate watching her silently suffer because she doesn’t want to take away from anyone’s happiness. I want to be able to give her the reprieve of being home versus having to eat with everyone at my parent's house. I know it’s silly, but I’m deeply concerned about her mental health. I’m not worried she’ll hurt herself, but I am worried she’s becoming depressed but forcing herself to muscle through which could mean there’s a burnout around the

