CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
LAMON’S POV
I was certainly the most selfish man to ever grace the earth. That was a fact I’d found undeniable over the short course of my life. I knew it then and I was very much aware of it now. The big difference was that at least then I didn’t give a s**t about how much of an asshole I was. Now? Well, it consumed me in all the worst ways. I wondered if it was too late to turn around and try to make it all right. The look of pain in Tawan’s eyes and voice haunted me and even the bottom of Jack Daniels didn’t seem capable of shielding me from that. And why the hell was I feeling all of this? Well, it was all because of that spoilt brat in my house. I should have ruined that little piece of s**t because of what his parents put me through. Not letting myself get consum
