CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE ANURAK’S POV Ever done something and immediately wished right away you could go back in time and take it back? Disappointment crushed through me the moment I saw the hesitation strike Lamon’s eyes. He stared at me and then as though in shock, he staggered back. “What?” He muttered, almost as though in a haze, “You can’t-f**k! Anurak,” The truth hit me harder that the liquor I’d been drinking. Lamon didn’t like me back. I found myself staggering back in shock and realization. All the flirting, the lust-filled looks and the ways he’d kiss me like he couldn’t get enough of me. f**k! How could I have thought it would all be different? That I wouldn’t become another Tawan in his life. “You don’t like me,” The words left my lips as though I couldn’t understand them or wh

