Drowning
296 Words
Hey you ,don't look at me
With those puffy eyes
You only knew my wrong doings
But not the reasons behind
Before darkness filled my soul
I once was a happy little girl
Full of love and light
Loved buy everyone, admired by many
I was an obedient daughter
I was a caring sister
I was a thoughtful friend
Was and never will be
I'm always on the top
Did my best to make them proud
But in just one snap everything falls apart
In just one mistake
No one believes me again
Everyone despise me
Failure is what they see
Everytime I make a step
They doubt,
Parents? They left me
During the times I needed them the most
They sent me away.
They are the first one who mocked me
Saying that I am no good
Brothers? sisters? They don't know me well
They see me as the cruel one
Friends? They betrayed me
Creating a hallow space in my heart.
My special someone ?
He cheated a lot
He doesn't love me
He never did.
Pity? I don't need those.
Funny how they see the bad side in me
And failed to see the battle I'm facing
Little did they know I cried myself to sleep
Little did they know I cut myself during night time
Little did they know my wrist has a lot of bruises
Little did they know how many times I tried to
Take this life away in different ways
We're not attention seeker
We are love seeker
We seek for love not pity
We seek for appreciation rather than attention
We are lonely and we are broken beyond repair
Do not laugh at my dilemma,instead
Find someone who is experiencing this melancholia
Save them , Save a soul
- Writer
