Bella

part 12

Bella pov

I left his arms and started to swim.

"You are so beaultiful,Bella!I'm so sorry I hurt you,baby!"he said softly,but I didn't answer.I felt like crying but I tried not too so he wouldn't see how f****d up I was because of him."Look what s**t guest I am!"he said and got out the water.When he came back he carred two glasses of cocktail.I got out the water aswell and took one glass.I was drinking by looking în his eyes.He turned me around and put the necklace,he gave me two years ago, on my neck kissing it.The he turned me back and put the ring on my finger.

"These are yours,baby!Please,say something!"he said when he noticed I won't say a word.

"I'm sorry,Raul,but I don't want to be a burden for you!Like, I don't want you to feel like a bodyguard when we go somewhere!You were right!I don't belong in your world!"I said by getting dressed and l left.He didn't try to stop me.He knew,so did I,that even if I didn't want to see him anymore,I had too,because I worked for him.He hadn't tried anything, but I could see him looking after me every time I passed him, and I often caught him smiling wryly when I looked at him.A month had already passed and I was praying to finish as soon as possible so that I would no longer be around him, because I had already begun to get crazy.

We had all taken a break and sat down on the sunbeds drinking a cold tea. I did my best not to look at him, but I could see Raul out of the corner of my eye looking me up and down,like he was thinking of something.

“Bella, can you help me with something?” he asked, getting up and walking into the house.

“Sorry?” I asked, not knowing what he meant.

"Come with me, please!" he shouted behind him.

When I went inside, Raul was nowhere.

"Raul?"

"Up here!"he shouted.

I went upstairs and came across his bedroom. He was lying on the bed half naked with his forearm covering his eyes.

"No! No, Raul, no!" I said and wanted to leave the room, but he jumped out of bed,grabbed my arm and held me in his arms, kissing my neck.

"It's hard for me to have you by my side, but not to touch you, Bella!" he whispered in my ear." I know it is for you too!"

"It's not! I lied. It's not, Raul because I've already passed over! I'm sorry you didn't!" I said, but I could feel myself melting slightly in his arms.

"Awwww, what a little liar you are, Bella! Then why did you goosebumps?"He asked in a whisper.

He started kissing my neck and shoulders , holding me tight.

"Please let me go!" I said and I felt I couldn't stand it anymore." Please, Raul, don't do this to me!"

"God, you smell so good!"He whispered ignoring me. "I f*****g want you so much, baby!"

He stroked my breasts, going lower and lower and I felt myself suffocate when she reached between my thighs and let out a groan.

"That's it,baby!That's my girl!"He smirked.

"Let me turn around!" I said breathing jerkily. "I want to talk to you! Please! "He let me. "I'm not your girl anymore, Raul,please understand!"

"Ohh,my silly baby,you'll be my girl until I die!" He said and leaned down to kiss me, but I pulled away.

"No, Raul! I'm sorry, but we're done! I have someone else! And he's from my world!" I lied. I couldn't love anyone else as long as I saw him everywhere I looked.

"We will see, Bella!" He said, and the anger could be read in his eyes. "I think you've forgotten who you're talking with!"

"And what will you do?" I asked." Will you lock me again? Do it! But you should know that love by force is not possible!" I answered him.

I turned and went outside to the others, but not before handing them the jewelry again."Those are not mine!"

My heart was pounding and I could not breathe.

"I'm sorry, sir, but I have to go, I'm not feeling well!" I said, and tears began to flow down my cheeks.

Why did I have to meet him again after so long? He had unwelled me again. I felt a void in my heart and it hurts so bad.

I avoided going to his house again, as long as the work lasted, so what I had to do it, I did it from home and I sent the company documents by e-mail. My boss suspected that Raul and I knew each other beforehand and that we had a connection, but he did not insist on finding out what, he even understood me and did not tell me to go on his property,but still I couldn't get my mind from him.

I was in vacation and I needed to relax, so I talked to my friend to go to the sea. I had told her everything about Raul. She knew how much I loved him and she helped me get over all the pain in my soul.

It was afternoon when we got there, so we decided to go to a private pool. I didn't like the crowd.I had taken a sexy golden two-piece swimsuit,with a little material so I could get a nice tan.

Once there, I left my beach bag down and took off my dress. I went into the pool, and the water was so nice and clean that i goosebumpsed when it had come in contact with my skin. I swam a little, then went out and lay down on the sunbed, but not before applying cream.

There was an oriental song coming out the speakers, and my friend, who had been to the bar to get us some ice juice, came back dancing.

"Bella, come on, don't be a zombie anymore! Have fun!"She said laughing. I laughed too.

She grabbed my arm and pulled me down the sunbed.

"Come on," she said, turning me around. And then I saw him on the edge of the pool on the opposite side of us. He had a glass of whiskey next to him and he wore transparent sunglasses, a pair of red shorts and a same color shirt. He looked so sexy. He rised his hand to take off his glasses and looked at us with a look that arrowed my heart and with lips apart.

"It can't be possible!"I whispered.

"What's wrong?"my friend asked me.

"Don't look back because Raul is over there by the pool. DON'T LOOK!" I almost screamed when she turned to look.

He got up and came to us. He nodded in greeting to my friend.

"Hi,Bella!"he said then.

"H..hi!"I stammered feeling my feet drop.

"So you're the famous Raul!" my friend asked showing him an wryly smile.

"Sandraaaa!!!"I growled through my teeth.

He smiled.

"So you are Bella's new boyfriend!"he asked her but with his eyes on me.

"Kind of!"she giggled.

"Sssssandraaa,please!"I said again.

"Whaaat?"she asked with an inocent face."I will go to buy something to drink,ok?"she said and she left letting us alone.

"You are looking good,Bella!"he whispered when we were alone.

"Thanks!You too!"I answered by turning whole red.

"So you lied to me!"

"About what?"

"You have no boyfriend,Bella!"

"He is at home!He has to work so he couldn't come with us!"I lied.

"Belllaaa!"he laughed coming closer to me."Do you think i'm a fool,Bella?"he asked and he grabbed my face kissing me.He smelled so good like alchool and parfume.I stepped back.

"Leave me alone,Raul!" I said and one of the guards heard me.

It's everything allright,miss?"he asked me watching Raul.

"Man,mind your business!"Raul said.

"It's-everything-allright-miss?"he asked again.

He jumped and grabbed his neck punching him like a mad man.

"Raul,stop it!"I screamed,but he couldn't hear me.

Another man came and shot Raul's shoulder.

"What have you done,you s**t?"I said to that man and jumped over Raul carring his face.

My friend called the ambulance and in ten minutes it was there.

"I will come with you!"I said scared.

"I'm sorry,miss,but you are full of blood!Go home and get cleaned and you can meet us later to the hospital."

When we arrived there, Raul was undergoing surgery. When he was ready, he was still under anesthesia and they wouldn't let us in. After an hour, the doctor came and told me that he asked me to go alone to see him.

He smiled when he saw me.

"You came!So you are sorry if I die!"He smirked.

"You're the biggest i***t!" I said and slapped him. "I hate you! Are you crazy? What's wrong with you?" I asked him nervous.

"Yes,baby!I am crazy!Crazy about you!"he still smirked.

"I swear you don't have what to talk to me anymore!"

"Come on,babe!Lay down next to me!"

I just wanted to slap him so hard so he wouldn't smirk anymore.

"Never in your life!"I growled.

"Ouch!"he gasped with a pain expression.

"What's wrong,Raul?"I asked getting close to him scared."I..I will call the doctor!"I said and wanted to leave the room,but he grabbed my arm pulling me over him holding me tight.

"Let me go,you jerk!"I growled when I saw him smirking again.

He raised his head and began to kiss me hard. He was just in the hospital gown, with nothing else on him, and I felt his erect c**k enter between my thighs.He wanted to lift my dress, but just then one of the nurses entered the door. I jumped up and started to arrange my clothes and hair in shame.

"I can see you are feeling well after the surgery!"the nurse addressed to him , but she looked at me with a smile on her face."Police will come in a while to question you!"she said then.

"Let them come!"he answered."I'm waiting for them."