Bella

part 16

"Look,mommy,I got a new friend!"my son said excited.

"I can see that,sweetie!"I answered kissing his cheek but with my eyes on Raul."Hi!"I said and my voice was strangled.

"He gave me a chocolate,mommy!"

"Baby,we have to go,becase later mommy has something to do for her work,ok?"I said trying to change the subiect.

"Ohh,ok!Wow,I have an idea!You can come with us!"he got excited again.

"Juanito!Raul has to go aswell,baby!He can't waste his time with us!"I tried to explain to him but then i saw Raul's look,the one I used to love so much and I missed a lot.

"Please,mommy,please!"he asked me again with puppy eyes.

"Ohh,ok!"I gave up.

We went to the play land and while my son was having fun,I was just sat there watching them,because Raul played with him asswell,like he was a child too.He was looking after Juan so sweet that it melt my heart.

"Give me a high five!Good boy!Now I will go to your mom,ok?because she's all alone there!"he said rubbing Juan's hair.

"Ok!"

"So you did make a familly afterall!Anyway he's so cute!How old is he?"he asked.

"He's three!"

He smiled.

"Where is his father?Why he didn't came with you?"

"It didn't work with his father!So now is only the two of us!"I answered.

Now he smirked.

"He is mine,isn't he?"

"What do you mean?"I asked him predending I didn't understand his question.

"Bella!You know you are a bad liar!He looks just like me and he's three!We broke up almost 4 years ago minus 9 mounts results 3 !And you named him after me,Juan Raul!He is my son!"

"I..."

"Why didn't you tell me,Bella?Why you hid him from me?What did you think?I know you wanted to get rid of me,but it was my right to know that I have a son!"

I didn't know what to say,because he was right.

"I was afraid to tell you so I choosed to grow him alone.Forgive me!"I said watching Juan.

"Afraid?Afraid of what,Bella?Afraid that I will ask you to get rid of him?Ever since I met you I wanted to give you a baby!You know pretty much how much I love...loved you!"he said and I smiled.He wanted to say "I love you!"

"I didn't know you want to have a baby with me,because you never told me that,Raul!You were too busy lying to me!"

"Lying to you?Lying to you was the best thing I could do so you could live like a Princess!"

"Ohh,please,don't start!"I laughed nervous.

"You started first!"he rised his sholders."Anyway you look so hot,Bella!"he smirked."I can see that our brake up was good for you,because your ass is...mmmm!"he growled touching my thigh.

"Stop it,Raul!"I pushed his hand away."Juan can see you!"

"So what?He will see his daddy caressing his mommy!"he laughed.

"Yeah,but he doesn't know you are his father!"

"Aren't you gonna tell him?Or mabie you will run again!"

"I won't run!I didn't before either!"

"Ohh,come on,Bella!"

"Raul,please!"

"I want you to tell him I'm his father,Bella!"

"Juan!Come on,baby,we have to go now!"I shouted ignoring what he said.

"Ohh,mommy!But we will come back,ok?And I want Raul to come with us,he is so funny!"

"Babe,Raul has to work asswell! Mabie he won't have time for us all the time!"

"We will see!I think your mommy is afraid of me!"he smirked watching me from head to toe.

"I still hope that we will meet again!"my son said and held him.

"Bye,kiddo!Take care!"he replied and whispered something in his ear.

"What Raul told you,sweetie?"I asked him when we were in the car.

"He said to tell you he missed you!"

My heart was pounding and I couldn't say anything anymore.

I let Juan with his baby-sitter and I went to my office.On my way I got a messagge.

"We will meet again for sure!I missed you so much,my sexy baby!"

"How did you get my number!"

"I won't tell you!"

I couldn't concentrate on my work.When I saw him at the car wash all the memories with him came back.Whole the feelings buried inside me to resist,were now back and I felt a vid in my stomach.

When I got back home I went to Juan's room.He was sleeping like a little angel so I kissed his forehead."I love you so much,my beautiful baby boy!"

I went to take a shower,but my mind was still at Raul. I touched myself.I imagined those hands were his.Ohh,I missed his touches so much.I stopped when I realized it wasn't ok!"God,please leave me alone!"

I couldn't let him back in my life,because I didn't want to grown up my boy in his world.