Present Day Kaitlin’s POV I smile sheepishly at my two Betas who are just staring at me. Blayn is watching me carefully, body coiled tight. Ryan is equally tense but is looking at me with his mischievous cat-like smile. “Hel-lo my Silver Alpha.” Ryan says and my smile widens. “Welcome back from wonderland. Care to share what you saw going down the rabbit hole?” He taunts me and chuckles. I tame down my smile, knowing I was snappy before breaking the bond of my identity. I turned towards my best friend. “Um, first, I am sorry.” I said and tears sprang to my eyes, “I am sorry I snapped, honestly this day has just gotten to me. From having a dream about Mark to not even knowing if I wanted this life like at all.” I am rushing to get the words out, “Hell I didn’t even realize I wanted to

