This was my own punishment for being stupid. This pain would eventually go away, but the pain that would never go away would be the pain of my broken heart. I so foolishly gave it away and in the end it lead me to a life of pain and heartbreak. It seemed that all of my life had been heart break. I could never catch a break. First it was my so called parents who left me when I was six. And now it was Jared who had taken my heart from a young age then ripped it f*****g shreds. When I couldn't stand the pain from the shower anymore I got out and tenderly and gently wrapped my body in the towel. Making my way back out to the bed, I saw Jared sitting there with my promise ring. He looked up at me and I saw the hurt in his eyes. "How could you doubt me?" his voice was broken and cracked. "I lo

