Nick's POV
It's really weird when I think of my past. From the day I came to know about my truth, I tried to sleep before the sunset even at that young age. I was just eight then and for an 8 year old boy to fall asleep before the sunset was not easy. But my mom used to make me sleep before that time. I had always wondered how. As I became older I started to switch to sleeping pills. It wasn't easy to get those pills at an age of 15. I always wanted to ask my mom how she made me sleep but I never did. It was also because I feared talking about the truth. On the days I couldn't sleep, I hid myself in the darkness shutting in my eyes in fear of seeing myself. I didn't even want to see my hands or my toes. But today everything is going to change. I am not just going to see myself but the wh
