Love you, until my last breath

Together

Chapter 8

This year is not for me, a lot of things cause me pain. Is this the life I dreamed of? I wanted to make everything work, but what should I do if it's not working anymore? Do I still fight for it or should I give it up? But how can I give this up when I know there is someone that is gonna do us again? My dream isn't just about you now. Tell me how I can survive this.

As I walked through the park all by myself near the office. A bunch of people are singing in that circle and, out of curiosity, I take a glimpse and see who is singing. It's a man, a handsome man that has a goddess's voice and he is singing full of emotion. "You Broke Me First" is the title of the song that he is singing. I immediately fell into the eyes of that man. He is broken and I know he broke those eyes. I've been there

before the song was finished, my phone rang and I immediately left the crowd and answered it. "Lara, where are you?" It's Aubrey. Her mother is still in a coma and I must say that she is a brave one.

"Outside the office."

"Come here to my office. I need to discuss something. Love yah!" she said and didn't wait for my response and, hung up. What the heck?

I arrived at her office and she was sitting at her table with a lot of food on it. Nice! I was getting good vibes outside and she called me again about that.

"Come on. Let's it"

"Yes! Let's it Lara." I was shocked when Jonas suddenly appeared at my side holding a pizza box and a pizza slice in the other hand. What is happening? I was confused and just grabbed some food with my eyebrows inseparable.

"Is there something I don't know?" I asked.

"Nah! we just want to eat." Jonas replied.

As we finished all the food, Aubrey suddenly cried while eating a mojito. Jonas and I looked at each other and looked at Aubrey confused. "Wh-What happened?" I asked.

"I don't know"

"Why are you crying?"

"I suddenly want to cry." she said while eating the mojitos and crying. Something is going on here.

"Are you pregnant?" I suddenly asked out of nowhere. Jonas put his drink onto the floor, which made me think more weirdly. Something was going on with these two. I looked at them both strangely.

"N-no. I'm not." Aubrey said defensively. "Really?" "Yeah gurl! You have headaches frequently. Are you pregnant as well?"

"Duhh that's different." I defended myself and rolled my eyes at her. My headache has been killing for a month now, cause I've been in very bad stress lately, that's why. I should calm down and drink vitamins.

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Luke is now back in New York but he will go back to Seattle next week. He needed to attend the board meeting with the president of the company. I am now packing my things for my flight tomorrow. I really don't know why I was feeling so lazy about packing up my things . It wasn't like I didn't wanna leave or anything, but I just wanted to stay for one more week, but for a vacation at least.

Luke might think that I chose Luxembourg over him. It has always been so hard to tell what the guys are thinking, but I choose to understand him and, besides, I really want to see him as well.

After packing my stuff, I went into the kitchen to get some water because I got thirsty, but I suddenly lost my balance and fell on the ground, then a headache hit me. This isn't normal anymore. I closed my eyes as the pain got into my head. I was holding the countertop as I tried to stand while holding my forehead and I let out a groan and tried my best to beat the pain, but I suddenly got dizzy and my eyes saw nothing but black. My heart beat so fast as my body fell on the floor and darkness fell in.

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I slowly open my eyes as I feel a cold and hard thing on my back when I completely open my eyes. I was on the kitchen floor.