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As soon as she saw me dart through the rain, Amanda started the car.
“Wrong outfit,” she said, assessing the damage when I got in. “Sorry.”
We all have our failures.
Mine was five minutes before, when I laughed as I ran to Matt’s car. I let my defenses down. I let myself think it was all fine.
“Start at the beginning,” Amanda told me as she drove past Matt’s car on the way out of the parking lot. “Every word.”
I needed the play-by-play myself.
Because when was the moment I decided it was okay to relax around him? How did I let things get to the point where he actually might have kissed me? And I might have let him?
“The Cat and Matt show,” Amanda concluded. “Early imprinting. It might take a blow to the head for you to finally be free of it.”
“I’m willing.”
“So let me understa
