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Day 178, Saturday, February 14
Valentine’s Day. I admit it: I wouldn’t mind some chocolate right now. Like maybe a truckload.
Amanda has Jordan. I accept that. I have no one. I can accept that, too. Even on Valentine’s Day. That’s how it’s always been.
Except the problem this year is that Nick came up to me after class yesterday and asked if I wanted to go out to dinner tonight, and I told him I was cooking at the café, and he asked if he could meet me afterward, and I confess I was seriously tempted.
But I said no. Because nothing has changed. I still don’t have any real feelings for him besides l**t, I still wouldn’t be able to control myself around him, and I’m math geek enough to know that equation doesn’t work out.
Amanda took the night off to be with Jordan. And Dave was wit
