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Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not simpler.
I have been walking around for four years with this incredible burden on my heart. I have fed it, nursed it to health, made sure to keep the wound nice and fresh and open.
For what?
So that one day I could make Matt McKinney bring me chocolate and apologize to me? Or so maybe I could beat him so solidly at something some day that in addition to that triumph, I’d get to tell him I always hated him for what he said and so this was my revenge? I mean, what is it I’ve been doing all of this for? What is it I want?
I know what I want. I’ve always known what I want. I just didn’t want to let myself know that I knew it. How’s that for complicated?
I want a clean slate. Like the day back in August when I decided to start ea
