At work, I flourished. My fear of men directed my every decision. I smiled. I listened. I never judged. I put them at ease. Something I"m still unsure how I do. They adored me, they swarmed me. Something about me made them feel good, just like heroin. And I relished the approval they gave me.
Toby felt warm and delightfully stupid. The kind of stupid you wanted to be. Matt felt laid back and high. Who am I kidding? Matt was in a perpetual state of high. Reggie felt like a gentle giant and was the biggest nerd since Leonard Nimoy. He had a fantastic sense of humor. Reggie was a teddy bear and oh, so sweet. He had an anime character on his desk with a fourteen inch sword. I swiped that figurine more times than not.
Jason felt cool and laid back.
And then there was Nick.
Nick, I could not
