Credieu's POV
The days went by and nothing new happened. Pagkapasok ko sa classroom, I saw how their reaction change. It's not my problem if their pretty little brain occupied with an air believe on what Suzy says last thursday. You might be wondering what happened and their treatment is not new.
( Flashback - Last Thursday )
I was hoping yesterday that the bullies will lessen. Of course, sino ba naman kase ang sasaya pag madaming bullies diba? I also want a peaceful life. Yung walang nanggugulo, I just want to be a nobody.
Mostly, the teenagers today wants a popularity. They want to be famous. Even though it will affect their image, they will still do it for that fvcking popularity. I pity them.
Nagulat ako ng makita kong masama ang tingin ng mga kaklase ko saken. It's not new but I thought we'll be okay because of what happened yesterday. Instead of talking I just look at them also.
" All this time, you were just faking your voice?! How could you?! " Kendra said.
What faking? My voice? The hell?
" Oh come on Andrea, don't be so maang maangan. Everybody knows na its not your voice. You were just using a usb yesterday. " dagdag pa ni Samantha.
Now I'm confused. Usb?
" Now what will you say? Silence means yes. " Misty teasingly asked.
What do they think of me, a non talented person? Are they dumb? Kailan ba sila pinanganak? Kahapon? Their brain is too small to understand to what will I say.
" Then if I say something, ' too defensive '. " I said that using the voice she said a while ago. Her face change. She's annoyed. Simpleng pambabara lang, napipikon na kagad.
" May gana ka pang mambara eh bagsak na bagsak na ang image mo dito sa school. Pwede ka naman ng umalis kung hindi mo na kaya. HHAHAAHHAHAHAH! " she then laugh with her troops. While me, I'm thinking what are they talking about.
" May pa kanta kanta ka pa eh hindi naman ikaw yung mismong kumanta non! " my other classmate shouts at me.
So someone tells them a fake news again. Hays! Even if I explain and defend myself, their pretty little brain will not accept the fact that my voice is too good. Sa sobrang ganda ng boses ko, walang naniniwala.
A moment of silence and I'm too tired of standing.
" Tapos na ba kayo? " I asked.
" Why? "
" I was just asking if you're all done with your nonsense drama. So if you're done, I can go now to my sit. Excuse me. " as I have said, I will not explain further more.
( End of the flashback )
I didn't mind them and go straight to my seat. I wear my airpods and play a music. It's better than reading a book since I can't focus. I hope you get what I mean.
I was planning on going to music room during the break because I'm too bored. I already did my homework and it's too easy. Being inside in the music room and playing a song is one of my habits before. Just before. I got too lazy to play a music pero ngayon parang feel ko magpatugtog. Yung ako mismo magpapatugtog.
Since I'm a fast learner, I learned a lot of instruments when I was a little. My mom taught me how to use a keyboard and a violin. While my dad used to teach me how to play guitar. The two of them are very talented.
In terms of modelling, my mom is a model when she was in her teenage years. Yet my dad is a dancer. They both have the same vibes. Since my mom plays music, my dad used to dance with it. Kahit mabagal yung tunog. They're both a good singers too. They are almost a perfect couple since no one is perfect HAHHAHHAHAHH!
My mom always said that I am a girl with full of talents and I have a potential in every aspects.
When I was little, I used to believe to my mom that I have a potential, but when I was growing up little by little, I always ended up on not trusting my self. Not trusting what I can do.
Buti na lang at walang tao kaya solo ako. I reach for the keyboard and started making a music.
" I am moody
Always changing
I still don't know who I am "
" But you're right there
I know you care
When life gets hard
I can always run home "
" And now I realize that
Nothing I could
Ever do will make you turn away
No matter how much I mess up
You will always love me "
My eyes becomes blurry and I feel like I am about to cry. Tears started falling from my eyes but I still continue to play. This song never failed to make me cry.
" I'm disrespectful
Sometimes I can be wild
But I'll always be your baby
I'll always be your child "
" I am growing up now
Time goes by so quickly for you
But I'll slow it down
I'll be around "
" Because I realize that
Nothing I could
Ever do will make you turn away
No matter how much I mess up
You will always love me "
I decided to end the song since I needed to my lunch. I prefer to eat here or in the garden. I have my sandwich here so there's no problem. Pinapayagan naman nilang kumain dito pero 'wag lang magkakalat.
When I ended the song, I heard a clap from a person. Definitely its a person.
" Wow! You really have such a good voice. " a man said.
His face is very familiar. It's like I saw him before.
" Ean Dwight Shinra. Dwight for short, para isahang bigkas na lang. Kapag Ean dalawa kase eh. " sabay hagalpak siya ng tawa.
What's funny about that? Wait Dwight? So he's the tranferee. That's what I heard. He's also a good looking guy. It's a fact.
" What do you want? " I asked coldly while arranging my things. Aalis na ako. Pupunta ako sa garden. Ayokong may kasama ako. Naiirita ako.
" Nothing? Napadaan lang ako then I heard your lovely voice that's why I'm here. " he smiled widely which shows his perfect set of teeth.
" Tss. "
I was about to step out when he pulled my wrist.
Napatingin ako sa kanya. I was shocked. Who does he think he is to touch me?
" Ow sorry! I just want to ask for your name. "
I didn't bother to answer him and turn my back. Kung naghahanap siya ng estudyanteng pwedeng mag tour sa kanya, wag ako. Baka gawin pa akong isa sa mga chix non. It's obvious that he's a playboy. You can define it by looking at his appearance. The way he talks, honestly, if I were an ordinary girl, I will surely fall for him soon. But, that will just happen if I die.
Despite of his playboy looks, I can tell that you can trust him. I don't know. I just feel it that way.
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Always Love you by Tori Kelly. Kdot.