The dream girls' secret!

Chapter 10

Elizabeth's pov

What was I doing. What the hell did I just do! No way did I just go up to my mate, near enough lick his ear and frickin tell him my stupid name.What the hell was I thinking?"Em why on earth did you just let me do that?"

"Hey don't blame me it's your stupid bodily needs that yearn for him." Mockingly she chants, "You need him, you want him, you ...." 

"Stop right there or that will be the last thing you say for a very long time." 

As I got carried off in the swarm of students all I could think was how I couldn't fall for him no matter what he couldn't know what I am I couldn't go through that heart break again cause they are all the same they are all worthless pieces of ......  

Anyway lets try not to think about that and get on with our day shall we, what do we have next anyways? I quickly go to check my timetable to see I have a study period next so I head of to the library to catch up on some English lit that I had missed due to the incident we do not talk about yesterday. On my way there I stop at my locker to pick up a few things, seeing a note stick out of the rust grates at the top. I read it to find it is from Alex saying how he was worried for me and leaving his number if I ever wanted to talk, as I read it my face lit up filling myself with relief that I had at least made on friend.

I decided to go home early today as I had a study period last and I hadn't properly seen my little brother Oscar in a while. As my hands push open the door I hear a little scream of happiness while a tiny bundle of joy wraps itself around my small legs, I look down to see Oscar's hazel eyes staring back at me with excitement and his face gleamy with the biggest smile imaginable. 

"Lizzie your home, you are finally home, where have you been?" Bending down I brush his golden locks while kissing his forehead.

"I'm sorry Ozzie I have been at uni all day but I promise on Saturday we can play as much as you want, how does that sound?"

Oscar beams saying, "Yay I get to play with big sis" then releases my legs, grabs my hand and takes me to the kitchen where Natalie (Oscar's nanny)is baking some cookies. She turns around and jumps obviously not hearing me come in and nearly dropping her delicious cookies everywhere, both me and Oscar burst out laughing making Natalie even more embarrassed. 

"I didn't realise you where coming home so early Elizebeth"

Still half laughing I say, "Yeah well I hadn't seen Ozzie in a wile so I thought I ought to come home and spend some time with the little rascal" 

Placing the cookies in front of us Natalie continues saying, "Well then I think I should be going, I will see you two tomorrow have a nice evening" and grabs her coat while walking out the front door.

Natalie has just become our new nanny for Oscar since we moved so she is still a bit formal with us but Im sure she will become more relaxed as time goes on. Although she hasn't been with us for long we already know that Natalie is an amazing baker and just like that the cookies she had left had been gobbled up in literal seconds. After we had raided the cupboards for movie snacks Ozzie and I sat down and watched one of his favourite films 'How to train you'r Dragon', I think this must of been my 10th time watching it now and trust me I think I know all the lines of by heart. We made it half way through the film before I heard a little person snoring on my lap, it wasn't long after that I had fallen asleep myself too. 

About an hour or so later I woke up finding myself still on the sofa with a little man wrapped up on my lap in a deep sleep, he must of been worn out from all the activities he did with Natalie today. As I stared at him I wondered what he would turn out like and how he was growing up so fast; it was literally like yesterday when he was crawling around on his belly needing help to get everywhere and now look at him. I loved this boy more than anything and if anything happened to him I don't know what I would do. 

After a while of sitting there stroking his his head, finally I snapped out of it and took Ozzie in my arms while I carried him to bed, I put him in his Spiderman pjs and tucked him into to his car shaped bed. I began to walk away when.

"Lizzie will you read me a story?"

His little raspy voice moaned, I turned around smiling picking out the most worn out book in his collection "The Gruffalo". Gently I placed my self on the end of his bed and began to read, not long after did I yet again hear his little snores echo through the room. Closing the book, I took one finally look at the sleeping boy and walked to the door. As the door shut I wondered if my mate had a family like this, if he had a little brother too. But it doesn't matter as I won't go to him, I won't leave Ozzie behind and I won't go through another tragedy like that boy Mark.