Can't Hate You

(Extra part)

Melissa

We were heading to the doc again after the twentieth week.. That means we were going to find out what gender our baby had... I was so excited, it didn't even matter anymore if boy or girl because I only wanted my child to be healthy.

Elijah used to talk with my stomach.. he was so cute and taking so much care of me that I almost believed he was someone else. He stroke my tummy all the time and made sure that everything was going to be fine.

He was saying so many weird things to my stomach because he knew that it could hear him.

He said things like 'You'll be a part of our gang!' or 'Mommy won't stop us.', 'You'll be a quarterback' or 'You'll make the girls crazy with just pulling up in daddy's car!'. Of course I was mad as hell at him for that but at the end it didn't matter. If he was passionate about it then I was okay with that..

He was caring so much like god bless him... he was doing everything I wanted.. and I have to admit... I liked it.

He literally didn't let me do anything by my own. He did everything for me. He helped me with taking a shower, bath, with eating, moving, sleeping in the right position, making sure that I would always be motivated and a lot of other things.. he was there whenever I had to throw up and he handled my mood swings very well. I loved him so much that eve thinking of him got me emotional..

But we argues during the ride again.

"Pray that it's going to be a boy!" he said. I raised a brow at him. "Uh I won't do anything! I'll just wait and see what's going to happen." I said and he slowed down. "What? You're talking about it like it's something unimportant. 'Oh I'll just wait what's gonna happen!'" he imitated me and I had to laugh.

"Elijah! You know that there's nothing more important for me!" I said and he smirked at me.. it was a smirk.. smile.. something mixed that got me happy...

"What if it's a girl?" I asked him provocative. He clenched his jaw at me very angrily. I thought he was going to say something that was going to get on my nerves but he didn't..

"I... I'll love her more than you.." he said softly with a soft smile. My jaw dropped. But not because I was upset.. I was amazed.. I wanted him to love it more than me.. I wanted him to live for it..

"I love you."

"I love you too."

We arrived and walked in hand in hand.

Elijah

The doc was about to tell us if it was a girl or a boy. Of course I was still praying that it was going to be a boy but I didn't tell her that. My hands were shaking.. this was a very important moment. It's not like I wasn't wanting a girl because I was too obsessed with a boy but I knew the responsibilities I would have to carry.. I would be afraid for her because she was going to be as pretty as her mother and a boy would be able to protect himself and start fights if necessary.

Holy piss I was very nervous.

"Are you ready?" the doc asked us and Melissa looked at me. "Wait! Elijah.." I raised my eyebrows. "Is everything alright?" I asked her very worried, putting my other hand on our interlocked hands. I was worrying more than usually.

She nodded. "I hope.. that it's a boy.." she said and smiled. My jaw dropped and my heart started beating faster. I kissed her and then she told us what it was..

"It's... a boy!"

I screamed full of laughter and because I was proud of myself... and of her of course! I felt so relieved and happy that I was going to die.

She smiled and laughed too.

"I knew it and I told you!" I said to her and the doc laughed too.

"And he's healthy!" the doc added and when I saw the look in Melissa's eyes I noticed again that it was all that mattered. She was shining and that made my heartbeat go even faster.. But I couldn't wait to tell Josh.. or the boys. I was about to explode so I called him while the doc was cleaning Melissa's stomach from the weird liquid.

"Dude you need to tell the boys to come over! I'll be there in a few minutes and I have some bomb ass news!" I said and almost started bouncing on my spot like a little kid. "We'll be waiting for you!" he said so I hung up and I was literally shaking during the whole ride. I was the happiest person on this planet.

"I'm so happy, I can't even explain it!" she said with tears in her eyes. She blinked them away. I grabbed her hand and kissed it.

The boys already arrived. Their cars were standing on the front yard. I helped her to get off the car and we walked in together. I didn't let her hand go until we greeted the boys. She sat down in the living room to rest a little bit so I rushed back to the boys.

Josh

He looked so exited it was obvious that he had good news and I was drying to know what happened..

I've never seen him like this. His eyes were shining and he seemed like he could hug the whole world. That was so weird.

Elijah

"IT'S A BOY!" I screamed so loud that I was sure even the people in Spain heard me.

They looked at me eyes widened and began to scream with me. They jumped on me and started celebrating it.

I didn't know what I would've done without them.. they were so important for me.. even if I never showed them I knew they knew it.. and that was enough for me.. they were happy with me.. for me.. and never left my side.. that was really important for me..

Then we stopped and Josh looked at me eyes wide open. I could see that he was just as excited as me. His hands were shaking and he was going to explode as well soon..

"Dude.. do you know what this means?" he asked me and my heart stopped.. "What?"

He took a deep breath and screamed it out. "A NEW MEMBER!" he screamed and we began to scream again. I loved that they all had the same thoughts as me. That was literally one of the best days in my life.

Melissa

I heard them screaming and that made me laugh. I was happy that they were happy. I was happy and thankful for everything that happened lately.

Sam looked at me eyes wide open. "It's a boy?" she asked me with tears in her eyes. I nodded with a proud smile and she hugged me very carefully..

She was also doing her best and helping me as much as she could, especially with things that Elijah couldn't help me with. It was good to have a woman in the house.

The following months were a little stressful but even more beautiful..

My belly was bigger than ever after the months passed. It was a hard time but it was really worth it. Giving birth was the most painful experience I've ever made. I thought I was going to die but Elijah held my hand and I almost broke his hand.

I gave birth to Moon.. our first son.. Elijah looked so proud when we were back home with Moon.. the way he looked at him made me believe that all the ugly and awful things on this planet weren't real.. everything could be fixed with a meaningful look and one in the eyes.

Of corse I was struggling because there were days in which I wished that my mother would be there to help me and be there for me because I needed her advice but Elijah was enough.. we handled it very well..

Time passed and just one year after Moon, I gave birth to Sun... these both were gifts and I thanked god every day for them. Both were healthy, so lovely and sweet that I couldn't get enough of them. I was the happiest mom ever.. one boy and one girl.. what else could I want? The way Elijah was looking at them always got me emotional.. he was taking care of them as good as he could.. he took a break from all the gang stuff and spent time with his family.. he was even more mature and responsible..

He was loving Sun even more than Moon. It was obvious that their connection was something special.. sometimes he spent time alone with her.. he just held her in his arms and made her fall asleep or listened to music with her. He was the most perfect human being ever. He was always kissing her nose when she was laughing... then he was looking at me with a raised eyebrow..

"This is crazy..."

"What?"

"She looks like you and she laughs like you.."

I laughed and hugged him.

It was so cute.. and really weird.. because whenever Moon cried it began to rain.. it was scaring the s**t out off me and I thought it would be silly coincidence but we even tested it and it really made me freak out.. Especially when I thought about how the clouds disappeared and how it was getting warmer whenever Sun laughed.. and she laughed very often. We even tried it with them both and it shocked us so much that we were doubting their humanity..

"Magical p***y or what?" Elijah asked me and I punched his arm. "Shut up!" I said laughing.

Everything was perfect. My life took so many changes.. everything was so different than from a year before.. I couldn't recognize myself... I was happy with the person I was and the man who I married and how my life was going on. I couldn't want more because I had everything.. I didn't regret anything and I would've done the same over and over again if I would've had the chance to.

Of course the real struggles just started when they grew up to teens..

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