Sun We went back home with Dean. Three days were enough for now. I didn’t want to get used to living with him only to go back home again. I needed to face my fears and go back home. I needed to get over what happened and get myself back together. I wasn’t weak.. if Moon handles this whole gang shit.. I could do it too. We walked in and I heard grandmas laugh. I looked up at Dean and smiled. He smiled back. We walked in and as soon as she saw us she sighed as if she missed me and got emotional. The way she looked at me showed me that she already knew about everything. I didn't know how I should feel about it but I tried to not think about it. I tried to act like it didn’t happen. “My lovely lovely sweethearts!” she said and hugged me tightly. I loved the way she smelled. It made me fe

