Can't Hate You

Can't hate you

Melissa

Even if I was mad at him, I tried to show it off. He shouldn't know how hard he hit me with this even if he was just playing. I crossed my arms in front of my chest and began to breathe faster even tho I didn't want to..

"And? How did it feet? Did she please you?"

He bit his lower lip like he was still dreaming about it.

"If you would only know.. but oh.. sorry.. you have to wait till you're eighteen."

I took a deep breath trying to stay calm.

"And you really couldn't wait for me?" I was so damn pissed.

"What can I say. I'm a guy so.. no." he said shrugging.

"Hah!" I laughed showing how sarcastic I was.

"I mean.. you're still a baby you know?" my jaw dropped at what he said.

"Little babygirl'" he said tapping on my nose.

"Oh I'm a baby?" I asked, then I saw Stella coming down.

She was running her hand trough her messy hair. As she was standing next to him and smirking at him I couldn't take it anymore and finally knew what I should do to show him he couldn't mess with me. I ran upstairs and took the baseball bat out of his office which I saw during the meetings.

Then I rushed back downstairs and said "Oh daddy you think that I'm a baby? I'll show you who the baby is!"

I ran out and looked for her car. They both followed me very fast.

As I found it I climbed on it without thinking about it. It was so obvious. A pink Jeep. so ugly and cheesy. I was breathing really fast and pissed.

"Would a baby do that?" I hit her windshield with the baseball bat and it shattered into a million pieces. I jumped on it and broke it until there was no glass at all.. She screamed and hid behind him. That made me more angry so I screamed too. I jumped back onto the ground and destroyed her lights. I kicked her mirrors away. There was glass everywhere and I felt so good.

"DO SOMETHING!" she screamed at Elijah but he was watching me totally enjoying what I was doing. I took a deep breath and walked past her saying "Good luck by driving at night without lights." like that would be the only problem about her car. "YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUR A CRAZY GIRL DESTROYING MY CAR!" I heard her scream at him when I went inside and smiled. I knew it.. I enjoyed it and put the baseball bat back to its place.

I took a deep breath.

After I wanted to go back downstairs I saw Elijah coming upstairs.

He looked very angry but I didn't mind.

"Backyard. I five minutes." I lifted my chin and walked straight past him, trough the kitchen out to the backyard. I sat down and he came right after me this time wearing his clothes..

He looked at me very disappointed and upset what made e wonder because he seemed like he was enjoying it.. He crossed his arms in front of his chest and I looked at the ground like a little kid who was going to be punished even tho I had to laugh.

He said nothing and I just heard how he laughed. I looked up immediately.

"What is so funny?" I asked shrugging. He sat down so I sat down next to him and he leaned back. "I knew you were jealous." that confused me.

"What do you mean you knew it? I'm definitely not jealous!"

He smirked.

"Come on."

"I only did it because you called me a baby."

"I just want you to know that I'll never sleep in that bed again! Never!" I added quickly and I leaned back too.

He looked at me.

"I hate you." I said and he laughed.

"We both know that this isn't true!"

"It is! You.. you just did.. ew! With her? She wasn't even pretty or something she.. how could you? I really would've understood it if she would've been pretty!"

Elijah

I let her talk. "I mean especially while I was here! Couldn't you do it when I wasn't at home? Okay we're not a couple but that's so mean and I.. ugh" I enjoyed it.. seeing her so desperately angry. "I don't want to imagine how you-.." I had to interrupt her at that point because it was getting too funny.

"God Melissa we didn't." she looked at me eyes wide open.

"How.."

"I didn't touched her, I didn't f**k her. We did nothing." I explained totally calm but she stood up.

"But how..? And why..? I knew you were playing with me!" she said totally pissed any annoyed. I stood up too.

"I wanted to see if you' would get jealous or not. And that was my revenge for teasing me and making me mad all the time."

Her jaw dropped.

"How could you? Of course I would be jealous! LOOK! I hate you!"

"But I had to! You're always teasing me! Do you even know how hard it is to keep calm when a 90-60-90 body is walking around you and you have to stay loyal and wait?"

Her jaw dropped. "You can't use that as an excuse!"

My jaw dropped too. "Of course I can! It was my round with torturing you! And you know what? I hate you too!"

In that moment I was really pissed because she was so stubborn and always on some challenging s**t what got me really exhausted sometimes.

She laughed.

"Definitely not more than I hate you!"

"Oh if you would only know!" my voice came out louder than I expected it.

"I HATE YOU TO DEATH!" she screamed at me. "I HATE YOU TO THE SATURN AND BACK!" her jaw dropped even harder this time and she looked at me eyes widened. We both were out of breath and shaking like crazy ready to explode.

"I LOVE YOU!"

"I LOVE YOU!"

We both said it at the same time. And our jaws dropped again.

I could see that she wanted to take back what she said because she was embarrassed. she was worrying.. panicking.. feeling like I would judge her about it or not mean what I Said.. like she realized what she just said.

I can understand that. It's not easy to say I love you. I've done it for the first time.. and I felt the same. I've never been so insecure about anything in my entire life.. love was something weird and complicated..

"I.."

I was curious... did she wanted to take it back?

".. can't hate you.." she said looking away.. I raised my eyebrows.

"Can't hate you either." I said shaking my head. She looked up at me when I said that. Her eyes were sparking again but she looked sad. I held her waist. "I hope you don't want to take back what you said because I definitely wouldn't..." she shook her head immediately panicking like she would be afraid of me thinking the wrong thing.

"I was just afraid.. all the time.. that I could make a mistake.. that this would be a mistake..."

She took a deep breath. "But now I know.. it's not." she finished her sentence. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"So what's the problem?" I asked. I didn't expect to say these three words for the first time like that.. I never thought about saying it to be honest but I really meant it.. I wanted her to know it because I was horrible at showing it..

"I can't do this.. not naming it thing.. I want to know that I belong to you and that you belong to me. I don't want to worry if you are going to like someone else before me.. I want to be something.. someones.." she said and swallowed like it was really hard for her. There was nothing for me to say since she already wanted to be mine and that was all I wanted.

"You want to name it." I said and she nodded and looked into my eyes like she would be afraid of my reaction. "I know you're not that type of guy and you probably don't see this between us forever.. but it would mean a lot to me.." she said.

"Let me tell you something.." I said and she looked curious so I pulled her closer.

"You got me from the first second you entered the club.." I said leaning my forehead agains hers and I could see how shocked and confused she was. "I never felt this way towards anybody." I continues.

"But the things you said in the restaurant that night-.." I cut her off.. "I needed to try to make you stay away from me because I knew I was going to hurt you.. I needed time" I said and she looked into my eyes.. from up close her big eyes were even more beautiful..

I was waiting for her to say something but instead of that she kissed me. She kissed me so passionately so I kissed her back. I picked her up and I could feel that she wanted it. She didn't want to wait anymore and this time it was real. There was no teasing.. it as real.. it was filled with feelings..

So I walked inside with her not breaking the kiss. I was really good at these things. Like walking, driving, texting, writing while making out.

I carried her up the stairs not letting her go. "Mr. Dalton?"

Not this time. I wasn't going to let anybody ruin it this time... I shook my hand to show them that they should go away.

We walked.. well arrived, in my room and I pushed her against the wall.

I began to kiss her neck and I heard her gasping.. we both were breathing very fast.

"Daddy.. we don't have to wait until I'm eighteen.."

I looked at her...

I leaned my forehead against hers. I was dying for her. This was all I wanted to hear but I couldn't do it because it didn't feel right..

"I want to wait.."

"Why?"

"Remember when you said you wanted it to be something special?" she nodded.

"Well.. I want it to be something special for you too babygirl... I don't want you to regret.«

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