Melissa I was mad. Mad at myself. Mad at Elijah. Mad at everything that we've done. Not everything but the most. Sun didn't talk much. Not even after we arrived. She took and apple and went straight to her room saying she had homework and other stuff to get done. I could feel how distant she was and it hurt like hell although I had my right to be mad because of the tattoos. If she would've been with someone else we wouldn't have had so many problems and it wouldn't have been be so bad but I couldn't explain it to her. I also couldn't explain her how much it hurt me to see her like this. I knew she was mad at us and she was sad because she really loved him. It's not like I didn't want her to be happy, spend time with her boyfriend or upset her all the time. It's not like I wanted to see

