Sun
Dad killed my mood for the rest of the day. He was always so stubborn and annoying. So I explained Chloe why I couldn't come to the mall and decided to get prepared for the next day and the students. We were going to show them the school, a little presentation, show them our clubs and committees and just inform them about the regular stuff. Private's school were always making so much effort for something so simple but it was for the comfort of the new students.
I was a little stressed because of the new students, the coming exams and my dad. My dad was my biggest struggle because I always kept asking myself why he wasn't loving me.
I knew he was loving me. He was my dad. I was loving him too but he never showed it. He was one of these dads who were struggling to show their daughters some warmth and love. He was always so cold, strict, stubborn and just.. a leader. He was pissed, stressed and never had time for me.
I was supporting him in everything that he was doing. I was keeping it all to myself as good as I could because being a Dalton meant having secrets. I was proud of him and I knew that he was proud of me to but he never said 'I love you' or 'I'm proud of you' or just 'Oh let's spend some time together!'. It was really making me sad.. making me feel lonely..
But anyway.. I had to concentrate on school.
The next day was hopefully going to be better. I needed to be happy and positive.
So as I arrived I saw everyone rushing and that made me a little nervous but I knew that it was going to be very exciting. I took a deep breath and walked towards Chloe. "Good Morning!" I greeted her like always but she just looked at me, crossed her arms in front of her chest and turned around like she wouldn't mind at all.. She just ignored me but I knew exactly that she couldn't be mad at me.
We could never be mad at each other. No matter what.
"Chloe come on.. don't do that to me! I'm really sorry!" I apologized and she slowly turned back around to me like she was curious. "I promise I'll make it up with something better than the mall.." I said teasing her a little bit and saw her smirk that she was trying to hide. "How?" she asked. "The premier of the new movie you've been talking about for a month now is next month.." I was talking slowly and carefully. She raised a brow and I could see that she was slowly getting it.
"I convinced my mom to get us both in there... so you can see him.." I added and her jaw dropped. She looked at me eyes wide open. "Wait.. so you mean you..." she was shocked because she knew exactly what I was talking about and didn't know what to say.. I just shrugged and nodded
"DOES THAT MEANS I'M GOING TO SEE HIM?" she screamed jumping up. "YES!" I was just as excited as her. She jumped on me and she was so happy that I was glad that at least one of us was really happy.. I loved surprising her.
We talked a little bit about all the details, what we were going to wear and how excited she was until our teacher walked in. "The new students arrived, are you ready?" she asked. We looked at each other and nodded. Then we followed her.
Moon
I was working out everyday. Heavy lifting, parkours, running, jumping, theory and meetings, missions and other stuff. To be honest I loved that. I was really passionate about it just like dad. He was my role model and my best friend. He was the one who made all of this possible for me. It was exhausting and tiring sometimes but really cool.
I loved spending time like this with my dad. We literally started when I was six or eight years old, I couldn't remember but I knew that I was fascinated from the first moment on. I always looked up to him and when he involved me in everything, I felt like I entered a different world.
I was really pleased with my life.. I was a bad fuckboy who was breaking hearts and faces. Being handsome and popular wasn't always easy. Every girl around me was so childish and easy that they got nervous with just a simple look of mine.. Winking would make them faint. Like I always caught little groups of younger and older girls looking at me and chuckling and talking about me but I really couldn't care about them..
I just loved everything about me. Unfortunately I was a huge narcissist. I was really selfish and my ego was bigger than my heart. That was one of the reasons why I never fell in love before. I just didn't have any feelings or time for feelings and clingy girls. They all were annoying as hell and I really couldn't stand this whole relationship thing.
All I did was having fun with the girls.. And the only girl I was really loving was my little sister and my mom.. Although Sun and I had one year difference, she was still so small and cute in my eyes. Mom was my everything. I was ready to kill for these both. For my whole family. They were the only ones who meant the world to me.
We were around a table across from each other He told me to not move. Not even an inch. Even the inch I took with breathing was too much and I couldn't understand the matter yet. I didn't know what the point of it was but I was sure that I was going to find out..
It was so quiet that all we could hear was the clock on the wall. It was a small room with only a table, two chairs and that damn clock.I didn't even know why we had this room.
We looked in each other's eyes.. barely blinking.. I tried to read his mind.
"Blend everything out. All you should hear are your thoughts." he finally said and I couldn't even nod because I wasn't allowed to and because I felt kinda hypnotized.. Then he slowly put a weapon that he was always carrying with him on the middle of the table.
"You need to concentrate. No mistakes allowed." he said and I listened. His voice filled the whole room. "Keep looking in my eyes. We'll sit here like this for seconds, minutes or hours. In this time, I will grab the gun and you will have to sense when..". That was confusing but I could understand what he meant.
"Try to get it before me." he added and I swear just after he finished that sentence he grabbed the gun and pointed at me just like he said... I was a little shocked and confused. Especially overwhelmed and irritated. I really didn't see it coming, I didn't think he would surprise me that fast and I guessed that that was what he wanted to teach me.
"Reflexes." he said looking at me with a straight face. I swallowed. "How?'" I asked finally. I knew he wasn't going to pull the trigger or something. I wasn't afraid. That was another thing. Never being afraid.
"Feel it."
Sun
We walked into the class with the new students and the lists and plans with our hands. So many new faces and new people, I loved that. First we greeted each other and told them about the daily routine. Always smiling and keeping it kind. There were a lots of girls. Only a few boys.
And there was he...
A boy with blue eyes that were so bright and so deep like the ocean.. or the sky..
His pitch black hair was short on the sides and mid-length above.. straight and laid back. He was really tall, muscular, handsome and his wide shoulders made him look even better. He took my breath away when he looked deep into my eyes.
I've never seen someone so intimidating.. someone so hot and so mature.. I've never seen someone with such a sharp jawline and dangerous eyes..
He walked though the crowd and straight towards me. His soft smirk looked so perfect on his perfectly shaped lips.. they seemed so kissable.. so soft. There was a small scar over his right eyebrow. He was wearing a black leather jacket right over his black t-shirt. His black cargo pants and black Adidas' superstars looked so good on him..
Everything around me was standing still.. I froze completely because I felt so affected and nervous. Only he was moving and my heart was racing.. I could feel how my hands started shaking.. the way he looked at me made me feel something I've never felt before..
"I'm Dean.." he said and my I felt this weird feeling in my stomach. His voice gave me goosebumps. I felt it deep down in my body.. in my veins, in my blood. It was deep and raspy.. I couldn't believe how it turned me on. This never happened to me before. I've never been this nervous and shy to meet someone. Someone who was so handsome and confident.. someone who had eyes like these..
His smirk and the way he looked own at me.. I knew exactly what kind of guy he was.. the way he licked his lips and looked into my eyes again.. the way he reached out his hand..
I could see the trouble and the fire in his eyes.. I knew that he was a fuckboy. A player. I knew that he was a one of them, yet so different.. and he knew very well how his appearance made me feel. He knew very well how he affected me.
That was going to be a big mistake. A huge mistake.. one of my biggest..
No Sun. Don't do that. Stop.
I finally shook his hand and smiled shyly. His big, warm, soft hand..
My voice was shaking a little when I finally talked and it was so embarrassing to be this nervous in front of someone like him because usually I was the confident one.. but it didn't matter..
"I'm Sun.."
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