Alex’s POV
I have no idea what happened.
That was the first coherent thought that popped into my head prior to opening my eyes.
I knew what the last thing I saw and felt was before I blacked out, but I have no idea what happened next I mean.
Am I alive?
Am I dead?
Am I going to wake up in hell now?
Or am I going to end up in heaven somehow because come on god! I never spilled any innocent blood. All the people I’ve killed had it coming. If we’re being truthful here, I helped you recycle a bit, didn’t I?
Or am I going to wake up to complete darkness and discover that there is really nothing on the other side but unending blackness that leads to nothing?
What if I’m still alive?
What if Jenny is dead?
Please god don’t punish me this way.
Don’t take her away from me and
