Chapter 38
Serena Martin
When we got home from Brooklyn, Liam told me to go to sleep again, and I gladly did. I lay on the soft bed while he left for work because he had something to do.
I wanted to sleep, but how could I when the scene earlier never left my mind? The deal he offered and how I told him I'd think about it first.
'Why think about it when you were so jealous of the sweet couple you saw and wished that you and Liam were like that?' My conscience asked.
I am scared. Isn't that just absurd? Aren't we fooling ourselves? Pretend for what? Why can't we be just ourselves?
Yes, I was jealous, and yes, I wished we were like that, but that's it. I don't know. I'm confused, and I am torn.
I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep while I was thinking about it. When Liam came back
