Genesis, A New Creation

The Making of a God

Prolog

The Making of a God

As you sit in the utter blackness that surrounds you; you think back and you feel the pain as you do of what had happened and part of you does not want to remember the pain of your death but you're so bored that you don't care any more and just decide to let your mind go off and drift through the memory. You're mind drifting you think back; back to when things were normal back to when you were alive. You pack your things and sigh as you put your backpack on and within only a few short seconds you grab your clothes, throwing them onto the bed slowly putting them on as you take off your pajamas. You sit for a second feeling like something is off and you're heart seems to jump and you shiver but you shrug it off as nothing, grabbing you're back pack you look in the bathroom as you walk past it, glancing into the mirror you feel so tired but you're hazel eyes don't show it and you're black hair is slightly messy but nothing major so you head down the stairs. As you get to the bottom you open the door to your house and go onto the porch “The bus is not here yet, oh we'll I can wait.” dropping your bag on the stairs to the porch and walk back inside you walk into you're kitchen and you're cat jumps onto the wooden table that is about up to your chest and the cat looks at you expectantly knowing you want to pet it but as you go to pet it; it backs away sniffing the air and jumps off the table and into the other room that was once you're grandmothers but she had passed away a few years ago. You sigh as you think back to those times and how calm they were, Though as you think this you're mind thinks about school and you say out loud in a monotone voice “I can't dwell on these memories too much, last time I did that I almost failed the year. I need to keep focus sadly, for there is no sadness and there's no need for sympathy.” You turn around and head to the door leaving and almost right on que the bus comes around the corner and you give a slight smile as you think about your friends at school and you scoop you're backpack up and over you're shoulder and on you're back and the bus stops opening its door in front of you and you get on and say “Hey Gary.” and Gray nods and says “Mornin.”

You walk down the small isle of green leather chairs and sit down, Gary has been your bus driver for some time now. He was a black man and looked quite young but was extremely nice and was actually in his forties, The bus starts and drives down your street… You're memories are dragged from you as a tear goes down you're cheek and you look in the blackness again and at you're hand and mutter “My eyes are not even closed and it looks pitch black, Just why can I see myself but nothing else? Is this what death is like, just nothingness and boredom but that would make no sense….because that means my brain is still alive which it's not...as I have easily been here for a couple days.” You stop for a moment, you're thinking of how any of this is possible, your mind eventually drifts to God “I wonder is God watching this wanting to break me or something? hmmmm...I don't think that's possible, Cause he's all loving is he not?” You give a sigh and you're mind drifts back into the memories and the day was nice, clear blue sky with some clouds here and their turning pink as the sun rose from the east and the air was cool and it was a good day, but when you walked on the bus only three people were on and normally their was at least twenty.

You had found it pretty strange but you didn't question it, You looked out your window until you've reached an intersection. You don't know why but you felt something and you looked to you're right across the isle and out the window and you see a truck, black paint and you're body instantly tenses up and you're mind races as adrenaline pumps as is slams into the bus only hitting the center, time seems to slow around you and you feel the force of the impact hit as you slam your back against the window and you see a piece of the trucks engine fly right through the window pass you by only inches, The bus flips twice as time speeds backup and then sudden pain in your chest and back and you spit blood up. You're vision seems a little fizzy but you look at the right side of you're chest and you see the metal piece that came out of the truck had landed up right and went right through your back, the muscle and bone and out the other end. The pain is searing as you want to scream but you grit your teeth, you're breath staggering.

You feel a warm sensation on your back and head, you're bleeding bad and you're hearing is starting to echo and a buzzing sound is coming, and you feel a thought come to you “Death…” and you smile a bit not really knowing why but you close your eyes relaxing and you don't know what to do but you hear some voices “Over here, quick he's bleeding bad!” The voice seems to echo but it sounds male but you open your eyes and you recognize the uniform it's a paramedic and he takes out a bandage placing it around the wound on your chest and lifts you gently and you gasp in pain but he wraps it around you, Suddenly another comes over a girl with blonde hair and she helps pick you up and they carry you out of the bus quickly putting you on a stretcher and placing a mask over you to keep you're breathing, strapping you in they place you inside the ambulance but the sirens seem to fade as you're vision is becoming blurry and fuzzy along with your hearing as it echo's and you hear a voice “Hey don't close your eyes!” it echoes in your ears and you can feel him grabbing your arm tightly “Hold on a little longer buddy, stay with us you're way too young” Your vision seems to blur to the point you can't see anything and your hearing is nothing but buzzing but you hold on to life. You start to hear a song you always loved to listen to but it's suiting for the moment as it goes happens and you can name it “When it’s all over'' and you hear it go “Deep into the darkness, we all got lost…..caught out in the rain storm, Bullets falling fast. Call into the afterlife!”

Eventually though even that seems to quiet down as you hear your heart “Thump…..thump….thump” over and over again as that's all you hear, You feel a sudden thud and vibration as if you're being rolled some were and then it turns smooth and you hear voices “He's gonna die, he needs blood now” “Room-23, Floor 1 right around the corner a surgeon is waiting with a full team!!” the voices echo but you're thoughts are messy and blurry, Though you hold onto life you don't know why but you're thoughts drift and you close your eyes and feel a sudden shock and you open your eyes and see the white room and lights on you're and people in blue robes and one says clearly “He's back, but might not be for long. What blood type is he!?” then an answer comes “Rh null….we don't have any in storage...he's gonna die” The room seems to go quite and you see the main doctor look at you with tears in his eyes but you look back almost unfazed and come up with the strength muttering “I'm ready….but are you?” he looks at you tears starting to stream down his face but you take a deep breath and look to an empty part of the room and hear the heart monitor stop and then nothing…..

You open your eyes again and sigh and you lay down in the pitch blackness and mutter “How long ago was that? A week...four days?” you're mind drifts for a bit and you close you're eyes for a bit and say “I accept my death….I accept this nothingness, But I demand to live, I demand to make sure no one else sees the nothingness that I have!” you sit up violently screaming it into the void and no answer comes….. You stand up and reach out your hand “I demand that there be light, life , an afterlife and for I to be the God, The God to guide them all. The God to help them, The God that never changed the God that knows all and will not a single one perish without an Afterlife!” You're voice seems to do nothing but you feel something sift in the blackness like fresh black paint with water sprayed onto it and you feel determination and you say “Let there be a universe full of life, IN MY NAME!” You feel a sudden shock through your body and it feels strong but it remains within you and causes you to shake but you glitch you're fist forcing it into your body and you feel calm and you open your eyes to see what looks like a small star and you pinch it between your fingers and say “You are the seed of life….a particle...a God Particle now go create life!” and you throw it into the blackness and it explodes into color and dust of immeasurable size.

You are in absolute shock that this even worked, you just did it on a whim but now you feel different way different but you gulp and that's when you notice you have a body and you look down and see you're not wearing clothes. Then again you can see you don't have any genitals which makes your heart almost shatter but then again your body is fit and clearly strong by just gazing at it. You also notice that there seems to be no hair on it besides for your head and eye brows but nothing else from what you can feel. You look and see the dust is moving so slowly but you know for a fact it's moving faster than you can notice as space is a large thing and you're sitting out in it without any effort, no heat, no cold, not even a single sense of warmth. You don't even feel the need to breath but before you can look any further you see the dust wave is now coming your way, Your heart skips a beat and you brace by putting your hands in front of your face expecting to get thrown back thousands of meters away in just a second but the wave just passes through you, not even the sense of little sand particles hitting you or anything just felt like you where standing in nothingness like before but there is light and dust of colors you thought not even possible.