Rayna: I lost it. Years of training had gone down the drain. My outburst rocked the entire mansion. As soon as I stepped out of Ethious' study my gaze caught Gwen's. Her stoic features stayed on me for an instant before she looked away. I had to get out of there. It's been a long time since I've come to the marina. I instantly looked around for my boat forgetting that it had been destroyed when I returned to Atlantia. I haven't let my emotions guide me this way since I was a little girl. Mordrid had always told me that feeling this way was perfectly fine and I have to agree. But showing this to others, making others feel this despair isn't. I feel like I'm fourteen again. Driven by the newly found strength of what I am now. "You're hurting," I sighed not wanting her

