I don"t know why I lost interest in Jules. Maybe because I hadn"t had to do any chasing. But by the time we got back to School I knew that our relationship was not something I wanted, and I"d hardly put the effort in during the summer.
I was being a coward. I didn"t have the balls to tell her that I didn"t want to continue going out with her, that I found her neediness annoying, her clinginess asphyxiating and that she never seemed to listen to what I said. It just made me ever more angry with her.
I was so used to being on my own and standing on my own two feet that I expected her to be able to do so too. Instead of simply explaining these things, putting up with torrents of tears and moving on, I became increasingly distant from her. She at least had had the courage to raise her concer
