I sat on the bench alone and started to think on how my life is f****d . So far coming to this school has brought me nothing but regret and sadness . Everything that had happened... it feels as though it's my fault and I wish I could just be normal and go to a public school like Riley . God I'm such an i***t. "What's got you thinking ?" I hear Jason and I looked behind me. He sat beside and sipped on his water , looking at the sky an occasionally would look at me. "It's Heath right?" I shake my head as bring my knees to my chest. "This school is changing me into something that I'm not." I say my voice coming out as a grumble . "Well s*x can do that ." Jason jokes as he places a hand on my back , soothing me making me smile. "Wanna tell me what's really going on?" I only shook my head

