Calm before the storm Sometimes I hate to wake up from a dream that I just enjoyed but sadly My body has being pulled back to reality.My nose itches as the strong disinfectant scent of the hospital invades my nose. I don't want to wake up yet but the scent forces me to open my eyes slowly.Pain that invades my body when I try to turn on the left side of my bed.Gosh! I hate the hospital so much. I don't even want to be here. I expect to see the walls of the hospital but when I wake up the first person that I see is the nurse.She looks back and realizes that I'm awake. She looks surprised and lowers her head to greet me. I feel very awkward because I don't want someone to show some kind of submission to me. Beck is used to it but I'm not. "My queen ,"she lowers her head completely while

