Chapter Thirteen
“Hi Bailey,” I say to her when she picks up the phone.
“Oh my God, you woke me up. What's up?” She asks me and I say
“I'm so sorry. I just… you know what? actually never mind”. I say to her, not able to actually get the words out of my mind right, not able to get the words out of me at all. So I really do not even feel like dumping that kind of amount of nonsense on her at all.
“Nope, you definitely have something on your mind and I want you to say,” she says to me and I sigh loudly.
“Well, it is my mother, as you really know, she's the woman that is responsible for all the problems in my life.” I say to her, I had managed to tell her the things about my life gradually and she didn't know about my job because at the end of the day, she was the only person that was able to ask me was from from work. If you know, immediately called me in for a client that I had to leave immediately.
And he was a very impatient man. Out of the multiple clients that I had been able to get, none had been a successful job and I really had no idea what was wrong with me. I just needed to do something different. I had been watching tutorials several times. I'd be taking advice from my friends who were able to do this very easily, but I was still unable to.
I was still unable to be good at it and make sure that I'm able to pay off this debt. It was the biggest problem in my friend and I just want her to gone. I can't even be in this house right now. She did not pay rent with the money I gave her after I'd worked so hard and saved that. I say to her and she gasps.
“ You are joking right?” She says to me and I shake my head. I really wish I was talking but I'm not. I say to her and she just says “how many times have I told you if she ever always just come to my place Well you can't really stay for long but just come to my place and we can figure it out. How about you come right now? “
She asks me and I just responded. “You know that is asking for too much I already put you through too much in the day.” I say to her and she just she told us.
“Well, I do not mind just I will call you a taxi, actually send it to location and pay for it when you get here”. She says to me. And I really am not even sure if I should take her up on this offer. But once my mother starts blasting music in the living room and I decide that I've actually had enough, I said that I'm actually going to take her up on this offer.
And so I decide to just go to the bathroom, wipe my face, and make sure that at least I look a little more decent. Because the makeup that I had worn was absolutely ridiculous and it was making me look even worse than I already looked. I had tried the whole Smokey eye thing and had turned into nothing but me looking like I have very horrible dark circles. I really had to learn do my makeup as well because having to do the shop meant I had to look at as well and I really do not want to keep failing at it. I had to master it if I was going to do it at the end of the day and I had to do it
. I had no idea how it actually managed to chase away every single client that I walked to like this. It did not matter what they were requesting. I was not ever able to deliver and it was kind of like a special disease that I thought I had because I really had no idea how I was able to actually be that horrible, that unwantable. But I don't want to think about right now. The last thing I wanted to think about was the fact that Gino is going to be absolute grabs headed me.
The next thing that he sees me was the last thing that I want you in my mind right now. And so I just decided to find a pair of jeans and a top to throw over before waiting for Bailey to text me that the cab had arrived. And once that message came in, I just grabbed my bag and headed out, not even saying a single word to her. Well, not that I actually could anyway because she was passed out on the couch, the music still blasting, a beer is still in her hand, waiting to actually get smashed on the floor like the other one.
I really did not have the time to be dealing with it. I do not want to see her in this kind of state. So I just headed out and finally got into a taxi before heading over to Baby's house. The minute that I was able to get there she delivered on what she said she would and paid for a taxi before letting me into her small apartment. It was a studio apartment, but still very cozy.
Cozy enough seeing as she stayed there by herself.
“Well welcome to my messy little abode”. She says to me as she walks me in and I just shake my head at her.
“ If you think this is messy then just wait until you go and see kind of myself just left behind.” I say to her and sh narrows her eyes at me.
“She's trying to be kind to me. There's no way you are in the worst mess in this otherwise you're in a pigsty”. She says in a shrug my shoulders.
“ I guess I just came out of a pigsty right now”. I say to her and she rolls her eyes at me.
“Do not be so dramatic!. Anyways, do you want something to eat?” She asks me and I actually feel very ashamed of the fact that I have to say yes right now. But I was hungry. I had not actually had a proper meal since my mother refused to buy groceries as well.