Chapter Sixty Three
> >>
She finally left the room and I was just left there really wondering how this night was going to play out. And I really felt nervous more than anything and I hated it. I could already feel my legs turning into noodles and that was the last thing I wanted. What I wanted was to walk down the stairs with confidence.
So I started myself in the mirror, deciding to give myself a small pep talk. I don't want to be here forever, but I needed this. I kept telling myself all sorts of lovely things that I really do not believe, that I'm confident that I look absolutely stunning and he's going to see it immediately, and that he already wants me and that's why I'm here.
It was nice to tell myself those things, even though I did not know just how true they were. B
