Chapter Fifty One > >> I really do not even want her to be doing that right now. “Read it! “, “I'm not going to read it”. She says to me and I'm just frozen and please shaking my head. “ No I don't want to.” I say to her and she fires her eyebrows at me. “What do you mean you don't want to? What kind of statement is that? Read the note. “ She says to me pressurizing me and I just continue to shake my head at her. “No, I did not feel like doing it.” I say to her and she just rolls her eyes at me. “I'm not going to be the one to do it if that's what you're thinking, so you might as well just get the courage to do so. Unless you really want to discuss about this hesitation much, much further. Why are you so hesitant to read it if I ask?” She asked me and I really just

